~lifeIsSoSimple~ (^_~)

koRean MV of Da Months!!(February)

2011-03-05T04:10:00.004+08:00

1st PlaCe :
G-Dragon & TOP - Don't Go Home

2nd place :
FTTS- Like a Man

3rd plaCe :
G-Dragon & TOP - Baby Good Night

4th place :
G-Dragon & TOP - Knock Out

5th place :
BEAST @ B2ST - all songs from the 4th miNi alBum

6tH placE :
SNSD- OH! & HooT

YoU eat usiNg spOOn,, I eat usiNg my finGer;;

2011-03-05T02:51:00.006+08:00

Monday-415pm:
ow, shii**,, i aldy late. (standing in front of the lab's door,wondering to get in or not since its late..)da moment i step in, the class was aldy full of my other classmates.where the heck will i'm goin to sit. Then i saw the ONE n ONLY empty seat available. So, I just go on. Beside me was 2 gurls that happens to be my friends and my group mates and at the other side was a boy who i never talk to him around 1 year maybe.. so, i thought its gonna be a peacefull and full of knowledge evening.

4-16pm-
i saw some1 that i know from this one past subject of mine entered that class and walk to the very front of that lab.dont say dat he will be teaching us starting today.. pergh, i really have problems wif his teaching. urghh.. u'll see wat i mean after dis.

4.20pm-
after starting the projector, open up the slide show, the LEC-tu-RER start to give his lecture on the topic. Ok, I just need to listen carefully to wat he'll say and I will COPE wif him as lecturer..

4.25pm-
ktak,ktak,ktak....click,click,click...

4.35pm-
click,click,ktak,click,ktak,ktak,ktak...
wat de heck was dat sound?? and I realized it just HAPPEN to be dis boy beside me who typing very fast and VERY LOUD on his computer keyboard. I just "jeling"at him as he continously doing that irritated sound.

You know wat he was doing??
he played a fast typing online computer game!!its not dat i care about him but dont you curious wat he was doing like hell at the same time a lecturer talking in front. my fwens from the left side aldy, doing the shoo,, shoo sound to make him shut his finger-typing-doing UP.. but still, no signs of stopping though..

4.45pm-
the lecturer was talking in an accent that i cant understand at all,, it happens like i'm watching a france movie wif no subtitle.. i cant complain to him to talk better,
az: oh, sir, could you speak english englishly?
wat the heck was that.. its just he speak wif his ***** accent. I cant stop someone to talk like dat, It will be rude, plus I also talk wif my own accent just my english IS UNDERSTANDABLE!!
Unfortunetely, the guy beside me didnt notice the shut up sign until the lecturer walk and gave lecture beside him. Only then he stop typing but then he opened wikipedia page.
Daaa,,if you in one of my ADVANCE NETWORK course wif Dr.Li**, you will be fuc*** up by now.
That Dr.Li** will smashed you whenever you touch the pc when he is standing in front of you to give lecture.OH, I HOPE YOU IN THAT CLASS OF MINE..

5.00pm-
i aldy sleepy enuf, to hear wat the lecture talks bout...
Blabla... MULTITHREADING,, SOCKET, PORT, blablabla...
chat system,, blabla,, zzzzzz....... client,,,blaaa....

5.30pm-
lecturerA: Ok, I all ready(already) pinish(finished) mai(my) selide(slide). Nowe(now), u need to do this assignment and sub mate(submit) it in 6 days time. Thank you.

wat the heck???
the only things that i can recall wat he had said last 1 hour was I, code, socket, java, write, and some more.. AND now I need to write a hundreds line of client server chat system code in JAVA ??? Seriously, its like perghhhhh.... a DAYMARE!! the guy that sit next to me was like still, open his new file casing out from the plastic, move all his paper, testpads into the new file casing, talking something to his fren in front about someting,, then he stand up, went out from the class, then after few minutes he's back into the class, and messaging using his phone...

5.45pm-
i cant take dis anymore.. my dreams of having a peace-FULL and knowledge-NESS evening was sort of EXPLODE in dat 1hour and 30 minutes.. I need to eat rite now*_*
WTheck~~

OK, Bye.

teluk INtan, BUs xpREss, admIN, KuaLA LUmpur anD dott2...

2010-07-18T23:08:00.004+08:00

terseBOT la kesah,
si adMIn yg mnyelaP balik umahnye yg kt TLUk intan..
paBIla si Admin nk kne Balik K.LumpUR (aka tmpat si ADMin mncarik ILMU) seMUla, dia mndapat seat NOMbor 3B..

semasa menunggu ktibaan bus tersebot, si admin telah terpandang stu "sasaran" bergerak yg sngt menarik perhatiannya..
"sasaran" tue pulak membalas renungan manja si admin yg GATAL nie...

si admin bermonolog dalaman: "kn b*** klo dia dok sbelah aku... dh la stail korean.. wee~~~"(gumbira teramat sangat)

"sasaran" dan si admin dua dua telah membuat pndangan curi2 mereka sementara tgu bus ke KL tu nk bukak bas die...

bukak je pintu bus tu, si admin dan makhluk2 yg laen pon beriya2 menuju ke sana dan tanpa disedari, "sasaran" yg si admin ni suka plak berator kt belakang si admin nie. bkan maen gumbira la si admin nie..

masa berator, depan si admin ni ada la sorg mamat nie cm sakai sket pemakaian nye.. lalu si admin bermonolog dalaman skali lagik "harap2 dia x dok sebelah aku.."

pabila si admin naek je bus tu, sesungguhnya adlah sngt betol dan bertuah apabila sakai(bukan nama sebenar) ni x dok sbelah si admin tetapi si sakai ni dok depan seat si admin nie.. dan si admin sngat lega..

ALANGKAH tergezetnye si admin apabla mendapati yg org yg menjadi teman perjalanannye ke KL kali ini adalah seorg yg berbadan "sasa" dan berotot "lembik" seperti artis yg menjadi pujaan hatinye iaitu 2*M... udahla si admin nie mmg "KURUS lagik SLIM", budak kt sebelah die lagi *****... lalu PUNAHlah harapan si admin yg nk dok dgn "sasaran" die tue...

sepanjang perjalanan si admin terpaksa buat2 selesa agar x mengecilkan hati teman yg berada di sebelahnye tue... si admin nie just go on wif the situation iaitu landing je dgn SELESA kt lengan brader sbelah die tue... nk tkar tmpat xleh jgak, nnti org laen bising lak...pada waktu ini, "sasaran" tue telah lenyap drpada pemikiran si admin nie...

walopon ktidak selesaan mmg menghantui diri si admin, tetapi die tetap tnggu sampai masuk highway b4 die memBLAHkan diri die ke tmpat yg tak de org duduk.. klo die dok gak kt situ alamatnye posting kali ini mmg la xde kt blog ini...
sekian...

ak ,TangAN, diARy daN bloG..

2010-03-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

beta bkan nye mlas nk update ke
atau sbb x de mende nk cite ke..

tp disebabkan beta telah dpat mood utk
KEMBALI TULIS DIARY BETA
yg dh hampir setaun Beta x tulis.

mood tu dtg pas Beta baca balik pe yg Beta dh tulis dlam
diary Beta tu utk hampir 2 tahun.
Beta dh ad 2 bijik diary, satu kaler merah and satu lagik kaler kuning.

Beta bg nama die "Madam Red" and "Miss Yell"..
dlam tu melambak mnde2 yg Beta x dpat luahkan ke
kwan2 Beta and org laen.

Beta ni jenis yg pendam.
terima and pendam
save je dlam hati or masok diary...

agak pendendam gak la
klo stat ad org ungkit psal Beta
Beta ad 100 kali nk ungkit dgn org tue
tp skrang Beta tgh stabil lagik

jdik
samada diary or blog yg jadik mangsa skrang ni...
siapa nk curi baca diary Beta???

hahaha~

RAMBANG MATA dan PLAYGIRL!!!!!! (part 1)

2010-03-02T01:14:00.004+08:00

tepat jam 2.30 pe****
ak terjaga
rumate ku tiada
hanya suara baseku dan bunyik kipas sjh
tingkap yg tidak terbuka kerana takutkan beruk muncul
bilikku seperti rumah yang sedang berkabung...

ak semakin runsing
"di manakah semua orang?"
ak intai di luar bilik
hari masih siang
ku lihat jam dinding ku tepat pukul 2.32 pe****

tiba2 ak terdengar ad org berkata
"kiki n timah nk kuar g Msjid Jamek petang nie.."
ku cari suara itu,
di bhgian Mei Sing ke?
Mei Sing juga tiada di situ
laptopnya juga sedang SLEEP
owh, rupanya ak sedang berMONOLOG dalaman..

ak ambil enset Maxisku
ku type nama EF**
ku anta msg padanya
"EF**, ko free x skrang smpai ptg nnti?"
ak mennti dgn penuh sabar...

stelah hampir kurang drpd sejam(dlam 10 minit je cmtue...)
masih tidak ada balasan dr EF**
"mana makhluk nie?"
"tido ke?"
"gi jamban ke?"

lalu ku msg beberapa org yg kukenali utk menanyakan psal budak alah nie...
mereka pon x tau!!!
jadik ak pon ambil inisiatif utk gi gosok gigi
n
pape yg ak ptot lakukan apabila bngun dr tido...

pabila ku kembali
ku lihat ad 11 miss called telah diwat oleh makhluk itu..
lalu ak memesej die
"sori beb, ak bru balik dr dgr tutor ak bebel..."

tbe2 ak tringt kisah tutor itu yg diceritakannya
minggu2 sebelum ini...
"jom kuar g bli kasut nasyid..."
"ak tgh free nie.."
"okey gak, pas asar kte g. tguu kt pondok.
ak nk g basoh bju kt tepi sungai sambil berkemban nie. nk join?"
"xnak la, ak nk mndi2 kt sungai tnpa tuttt....."
"siot..."

lalu kami pon bertemu kt pndok dpan gate tu smbil mnyaksikan
bas berlalu pergi disebabkan ak lambat 30 saat
lalu ktorg po terpaksa tnggu kt situ beberapa menet
lalu bus ke pantai dalam pon muncul depan mataku yg ala2 sepet nie

mnde free, xleh dilepaskan!!!
singgit duit ak dh dijimatkan
lalu ak dan makhluk EF**
berjalan sepantas siput sedut yg sedang melarikan dri drpd
ditngkap org agar tidak dijadikan lauk
"siput sedut masak lemak"

dah la ujan, tp ktorg sempoi
cempedak goreng mnjadi idaman hatiku secara tba2..
tetapi tidak ada di mana2 pon pada masa itu...

okeh2...
bersambung...

alkiSAh seORang ARTist...

2010-03-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

tersebut lah kesah...
di sebuah negeri bernama Kinabalu...
negeri ini adalah negeri ke-8 dicipta sepanjang 100 lebih tahun negara U.Malaya wujud...
dan ak ditempatkan di daerah B mukim 200 negeri itu...

ini adalah tahun ke 2 ak bermukim di negeri Kinabalu itu..
tetapi tahu ke 3 ak memasuki negara U.Malaya.

sebelum2 ini ak hanya menjadi seorg bujang lapuk di bilik..
atauPun seorg pemuzik jalanan di belakang pentas..
yg tugasnya menjaga audio dan brang2 teknikal sjh..

tetapi bermulanya sem ini,
ak telah menjadi seorang ARTIS!!!
seorang ARTIS yang benar2 ARTIS!

ak mnjadik artis secara rasminya pada
tanggal 28/2/2010, tepat pada jam 10.30 malam itu..
di mana ak mula menjejakkan kasutku di atas pentas utama negeri Kinabalu
yg digelar Sri Mutiara di mana berpuluh pasang mata menyaksikan persembahan ak...

pada mulanya ak agak gentar di atas pentas keramat itu...
tetapi dgn sokongan drpd rakan2 dan sahabat handai yg turut muncul pada mlam tersebut,
ak seperti Siti Nurhaliza yang menyanyikan lagu "Biarlah Rahsia"...

malam itu ak menyanyikan 2 buah lagu,
beserta gaya yang elegant dan membuat semua orang terpesona dgn....
urm....
hanya mereka yang tahu...

yang ak kesali,
pantas itu tidak menyelesakan kerana ak terseksa menyanyi di situ...
tiada kipas dihalakan ke tempat ak berdiri..
selepas habis lagu pertama,
ak dapat merasakan ak seperti "menangis" tanpa ku sedari...

ak mahu mengelap "tangisan" ku itu,
tetapi ak mahu penonton menyangka ak terharu dgn mereka,
jadi ak membiarkan sahaja "tangisan" ku itu...

ak juga tidak lupa akan pesanan guruku...
sentiasa senyum di hadapan penonton...
walaupun mulutku bergetar kerana gemuruh jiwaku yang memberontak..
ak tetap menyenyumkan mulutku...

dan semua itu berhasil
lalu

aku pun menjadi seorg artis di negeri ku...
akan ak bertanding utk berlawan dgn 11 negeri laen utk menyebarkan pengaruhku
pada 18/3/2010 di lokasi pertandingan utama di Dewan Tunku Canselor...

sUNGGuH ku X sangKA...

2010-02-28T01:22:00.003+08:00

sunGGUh ak x saNGKa..
ak leh JDik emO diseBabkan mnde REMeh TEmeH tue...
adoi....

nseb beK la ak xDE mnDE tue lagik..
klO ak ad Satu..
abes la makHLuk itu...

ak AKn melepAskaN sgalA keiNginAn ku kpDAnya...

seSUngguHNya ak akAN meNJAganya SPErti mnyak YG penoh..
kubERIKAan die caHAya kebHAgian seUMpama MEntari YG menyInar cEraH sekiRAnya HRi tDAk hujAN..

kAN ku bAJAi nya DGAN bAja dr GRed terBAek...
KAn kU ltaknya HAmpir dganKu iaITu di tePI tngKap di BILIk ku..
kAn ku SiramNya dgN air yG ku tADah dr mEsin aiR yg BErhaRga RM0.20 Utk 1.5 LIter air...

daN kan KUpasTikan ad CAcinG tanaH di dlam Pasunya utK memBERi roNGGa udaRA kpadaNYa...

sunGGuh ku x SAngka...

itu Yg akan KulakuKAn sekiranya ak memPUNyai sepAsu keCil pOkoK bungA di BILikku...

aK, nETwork SEcurity anD dat DAmn tAnggA of FSktm..

2010-02-25T20:08:00.005+08:00

Khamis,25/2/2010:

8.15am: nana-"azrie, test nnti kt mana?"
azrie-"ah? ak x pasti la.. mybe kt bk2 pe ntah..."
nana- "xpe2, nnti ak tnye feng rui.."
tutt......

8.25am:mak aih, aldy 8.25. better i go to get my shower..
jap lagik nk test dgn mazli**...

8.35am: (blik dri toilet); pkai bju pe nie?
adoi... sauk je la...

8.45am: (bergegas kuar blik)
azrie- "asal ak x nmpak sekor pon bdak2 ntwrk ni lambat..
slalu ak antara yg awal dtg kelas.."(xsedap hati...)

tgh2 ak ak jalan, ada lak bdak2 2 ekor nie pon tgh bejalan in front of me..
ala2 lenggang kangkong di tepi telaga...

ak pon mengambil inisiatif untk memwat selekoh tajam di tpi bdak2 nie w/o bg signal..

8.50am: (dpan tangga FSKTM yg aman damai..)

dgn kuasa pe ntah; ak merasakan kaki ak sperti lemah gemalai;
tgn ak yg pnoh dgn brang2 sprti notes mazli** and my new bag...
tarikan graviti dat morning yg ak dpat rsakan sperti sngt kuat dan menarik ak ke tanah..
to be exact menarik ak ke permukaan tangga itu...
lalu ak hilang keseimbangan dan rebah ke muka tangga yg bergerigi itu....

stelah ak sedar yg ak dh bersujud kt tangga tu, ak pon bgon la TETAPI...

ak merasakan tulang rwan ak bergetar,
cecair dlam tulang lutut ak sperti berkelocak hebat,
permukaan kulit lutut ak mula melimpahkan sesuatu yg melekit...
ku lihat suar jeans ku yg tebal itu mengalami kekoyakan...

ak mengagahkan driku berdiri setempat
ku rsakan alam seperti mahu menelan ak yg penuh dgn isi ini
dan tangga itu sperti tangga di batu caves yg sngt tinggi....

p/s: bdak2 2 ekor kt blakang ak tu just tgk je ak bersujud kt situ...
sambil tercengang2 melihat ak tergolek seumpama pertama kali mereka menyaksikan konsert TVXQ di dpan mata mereka secara FREE...

dgn kepantasan yg sngt laju, muka mazli** terpampang di setiap anak tngga itu...

azrie- "owh, ak ad exam.... kne g jgak!!!"

dgn kekuatan yg Allah berikan kpd ak yg telah tercedera itu, ak pon memanjat tangga FSKTM itu sperti ak memanjat Bukit Larut 3.5 tahun yg lalu...

bile ak smpai je kt BLOK A FSKTM tu. ak terlupe lak yg ak x tau kt mana tmpat exam ak...

ak pon call si nana 2/3 kali... tp x berjawab call ak tu...
ak g la kt tmpat slalunye berlaku tutorial network scurity iaitu bk2b, tp berkunci!!!!!

9.00am: azrie-"die dh kunci pntu la plak.. cmne ak nk amek test ni???
msti die x bg bdak2 yg lmbat amek exam nie cm biasa..."(kecewa gile....)

lalu ak kuarkan enset ijau aku n msg cik nadh....

azrie-"mazli** dh kunci pintu... ak xleh nk msok amek test dah... uwaaa..."

tbe2 ad sorg senior yg ak knal dgn kebaikan hati die tetapi dibalas jahat oleh org laen ni muncul...

senior-"kt mana test?"
azrie-"kt sini kot, tp die dh knci..."

senior tu cm x yakin je dgn muka ak lalu die pon berlari ke arah blik BK2...

then ak tgk die x kuar2 dr blik tadi...

9.10am: azrie-"ahhhh........... ko salah bilik la azrie!!!"

lalu ak pon bergolek ke blik tu utk amek exam mid-sem NETWORK SECURITY ak....

X BLEH BLAH!!!

2010-02-22T16:09:00.003+08:00

currently i'm sittin on my OWN chair in my OWN room
in my OWN 8th cllge in my OWN UM..

and i'm currently listening to dis one music yg agak sedap to be heard by poeple who fan of korean music...

sila klik dis add utk donlod or watch dat "special" video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfHcjs0i3AQ

yg bestnye is

dis songs was originally sang by girl groups in korea

wondergurl; girls generation and sumore...

tp yg ak geli nie

all dat song now dinyanyikan by group of boybands

2PM,2AM,SHINee,Beast and Super Junior

utk stngah org yg dance to dis songs nie ok la
coz they can imitate quite same as the gurls..

but some of them agak pelik and geli since
those guys are quite "man"..

for sure they man, but they meaning of man here are:

muke style laki ori (not yg muke spesis cantek cm heechul,leeteuk)
suara macho nye
badan ada muscle n "sasa"

utk org2 laki yg mcam nie wat dance yg sebegini cam agak geli utk i...

ada yg over dance
ad yg wat dance yg asalnye lembut tp dat guy makes it cm tarian yg "ganas"
wat jelingan manja la

adoi...
haha...
bebulu tgn ak dibuatnye...

tp adik2 ak ske kot...

siap ulang bpe kali ntah tgk laki2 yg "man" nie gelek2...

"ak tiap2 kali tgk
rse klakar"

tp ak admit for certain guys yg menari tu agak comel...

cik noor: "aihh..ckap tdi x ske..."

cik az: "bkan x ske la, admire dlam hati tue.."

cik rie: "weyh, jgn r wat skandal x de lesen.. sila jgn percaya sume yg diorg skandalkan ok.."

cik nadh x nk ckap psal term "vogel" tu ke???

haha, sian tol si zombie bulat sorg ni..

ok, chow for now.

i have appoinment wif bdak2 nasyid utk g 4th cllge to ukur baju..

RED & WHITE satin....
how will it be?
like putri UMNO gak kot..

sorry, no politics here ok.
damn u...

28/2/10 is our FESENI'09/10 8th cllge preview..
must come see me bernasyid ok!!

reaSONs aNd wHY..

2010-02-22T01:38:00.003+08:00

i've just finish eating all dat my seratasian frens said in their own blogs..

dh merata-rata dh kwan2 i go..

sorg kt sana, sorg kt sini and da most important:
wat their have learned there..

as for me,

dh sediakah ak?

yg pling ak x berani nk pkirkan is

staying far away from my family

mmg la org laen bleh wat cmtu

apasal lak ak x leh??

but dats not the real answer for me...

or it just not the real time??

ak dh puas bebel dlam hati ak bile la ko
dpat bertahan berjauhan dr family...
nti dh la ak akan married dgn one guy from korea nie
for sure ak kne follow my hubby to stay there rite?

mAk... abaah... kakya... beby... tam... ooi...
lupe lak; akak.. angah... uda...
and
akak2 ipar ak... kak ain... kak nain...

orang nk balik diamond bay...

(sambil mengunyah mee+bihun goreng seafud...)

dh la ske abes duit je...
ujung month msti sengkek,
dok umah lak msti merengek ngada2 nk mnja2 dgn parents..

ni ke style nk dok oversea??

bile ak nk jd org yg "bkan kanak-kanak riang lagik nie" ?

nmpak gayanya cik noor, cik az and cik rie kne berganding bahu skali lagik utk memikirkan cara utk me"bukan kanak-kanak riang"-kan admin blog nie..

saya akan menyokong dr dpan lappy aje ok..

actually, after a long time no see and write in dis blog,,,,,

i kne menyapa hadirin semua dgn pnoh mesra rite!!!

HEPI CNY!!!

MAULIDUR RASUL FOR NOT TO BE FORGOTTEN also............

BETA ke fEStivAL NASYID kebANGSAAn '09

2009-10-31T04:01:00.007+08:00

salam and greetings to evryone,

now i want to tell u all dat i've gone to festival nasyid kebangsaan 2009
at PICC..

cm 1st time je cik noor ni pegi festival macm ni..
uishh...
jgn salah sngka ok.
i tetap dgr lagu nasyid ble i kt blik.

lagik2 time2 skrang nie..
stdy week la ktekan

rumate i dh la blek umah jdik i tnggal la sorg dri kt blik
if i rse smtin is not rite, i'll go to nadhrah's room..

kononnye tkot org skodeng..
kihkih...

td ktorg g dgn rmai gak la
8th sent around 14 people and together wif 4,11,7 and 12 college.
around 445pm we gather at pondok near the pondok gad

(sori.. i'm not a mak gad ok..(ambil perhatian!!))

we wait n wait for the 3 guys yg already siap but they dok tggu lak kt dm
pdhal si kiki dh suh tggu kt foyer
tbe2, si bas lak smpai

wanie: cepat2, kiki.. org gi tahan bas. u kol bdak2 tu..(mentang2 die pakai bju kaler merah)

kiki: ish, bdak2 nie.. org dh suh tggu kt foyer.. wat abes kedit ak je nk kol diorg..(pdhal bnyak kedit)

edy: ha, bebaris.. wat stu line pnjang. lambat sket nk smpai ke bas..(nk lengah2kan masa..)

cik noor: ape la adik2 ak wat kt umah nie...(x de kaitan..)

malang skali ktorg sume dh naek bas pon,
bdak2 laki tu mseh x jmpe
jalan kebenaran ke tmpt tggu bas..

lalu...

bas pon berlalu tnggalkan bdak2 nie di blakng.

dh smpai dtc pon kne tggu gak, sbb ktorg je muke specis sharp pkol5 dh dtg dtc
aleh2... ujan lak tu..
fiuhhh..

pas bas dtg..
ktorg pon bergegas dgn sepantas kilat OTRONA..
naek bas.
bas tu i rse cm tnggi lak, smpai nk naek pon kne angkat kai*...
adekah i telah merendah?
ni msti sbb terlalu rendah diri..
well...
u all bkan x tau kan i si cantik manis ni, lagi suke merendah diri...

dh la bgun pkol bpe ntah, then x smpat lunch kot, mnom milo je kot
lalu i pon dok menangkap gmbor dgn si kiki, farah, wanie, timoh, ifa and ain...
rsenye stiap kmera yg bertugas malam td msti ad muka si farah..
muke i ad jgak...
mesti...

sblm smpai picc, brenti kt masjid dpan jbtan perdana mntri
and ktorg dpt dinner kt situ.
ktorg nye perjalanan mmg ditanggung habes
FREE OF CHARGE!!

klo cik nadh, die mmg suke part perjalanan ditanggung free nie..
mcm gi yellow cab pizza aritu..
wahhh...

pas solat maghrib kt sana, ktorg pon troskan journey
dgn menaiki bas KIFFAH WLC***** ke PICC..
diorg pnye la syok smpai x prasan ade ke x lalu jambatan cantik kt purtajaya tu ke dak...
i pon x pasan, tp si timoh n si edy tu ckap ada je..
urm...

then msok dlam dewan B tu and
i pon tros dok kt stu tmpat yg view die best
ingtkan bdak2 tu dok kt line tu tp diorg dok kt line blakang..

nasyed malam td mmg best and sronok kot ak.. masa feseni08/09, battle of the band...

silap i.. ye la, pertandingan band xde pon cmtu..
jadik stu yg bru utk insan bernama cik noor, cik az dan cik rie..

mlam td ad...
in team, yasin, rabbani, nice, amar n bpe lgik artis nasyid malaysia yg trun padang..
yang sapu bersih sume hdiah lak group dr sabah n sarawak... siyesly!! semua acara... penulis lirik, lirik terbaek, n johan utk ktegori moden n tradisional... bapak la...

then bile balek, bas tu lak x anta ktorg blek 8th kot!!!
ish, satu hal lgik nk pnjat bukit mlam2 cmnie...
pkol 12 lbeh kot babe... pada2 r..

smpai2 je, tros gi warung ngan kiki, ain n ifa pilih2 tmpat,
then tros serang kedai kak long bli nsi greng usa n air tembikai
(bkan air honeystar..)
tp tggu nasi kiki yg lmbt sampai..
prot lapa dh nie..
get.... set....
cm ketibaan nsi kiki tu as GO!!!

smpai2 je tros pelahap
skali lagi terkasar bhsa lak..
smpai2 je tros ktorg mkan dgn ayunye...

td ad lak bdak 10th yg ak ske sbb muke die gagah tu...
die cm aaron aziz kot weyh!!
i pon tersuke la die...
wuhahahahaha(cik az dh stat gatal merenyam die..)
I STILL X CURANG OK...

actually, i nk letak muke si aaron aziz tu tp, ble ak tgk blek sume gmbar die...
die x la emsem sprti yg ak gembar-gemburkan..
jd ak pon amek kptusan x nk letak gmbar die..
maaf ye..

tp ak control kot, wat muke steng aka xde prasaan ak
smbel2 i amek ksmpatan gi usha bdak nie..
si ain ckap diorg(bdak fsktm) pnggil die abang emsem..

ahaksssss...
siot, mmg emsem kot, jd ak pon x la bangkang pe yg ain ckapkan..
but guys...
skli lagi, i still x curang dgn ***..

i'm cool...(dipetik drpd cite Kuch Kuch Hota Hai; dialog Shah Rukh Khan)

ok2..
pastu, i on ym, then di kiss oleh si kulat nie..
tnye ak rindu die ke x... si geli geleman...

then si cik hus lak... dgn edisi emo die..

mmg ak nie diperlukan oleh org2 di sekeliling ak la..
i am an important person.
sila jgn jeles.

ok, esok i nk blek umah. isnin ptang kot bru i blek um.

for that Si Kulat, i ucapkan u epi besday since i will ada kt umah, the day ur besday is on.

1 NOVEMBER 2009!!! EPI BESDAY NADHRAH!!!!

penulisan pelik dari seorg kita...

2009-10-29T00:40:00.002+08:00

di saat diri memanggil kita
perasaan saling bertingkah
seumpama perkataan kita itu adalah haram

jdi apa yang harus kita khabarkan?
sdangkan perkataan kita itu
bermksud berdua mahupun lebih..

zaman ini manusia tdak ambil kisah
siapa kita?
siapa kami?
siapa kamu?

yang penting hnyalah
wjudnya perkataan kita
pabila sesuatu yg menguntungkan muncul
untuk dikongsi bersama...

ahhahahhaha....

2009-10-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

prepare for an action....
soon...

the engene is starting up!!
you there, shut up and do listen...

the wind has change its way to blow..

the rain might stop coming down to earth,

as well as the sun will rise the same amount of yesterday..

alamak, pe yg ak bebel nie..

bru je dpat blogging dh bebel cm cik nadh...

urgh...

siyesly, i'm beginning to write more..
bru panaskan enjin la kiranye..

ok. daa..

SOMBONG GILE??

2009-08-31T04:25:00.002+08:00

woi !!!!

pehal ko ckap ak sombong huh??

ak penah langgar ko pastu x mintak maap ke??

kalo ad itu hanya kt pasar seni la..

ak ad sound ko pnye pakwe x hensem ke??

kalo ad tu naseb ko la,
salah ak ke pakwe ko x sehensem yg ko warwar kan...

ak ni si cantik manis yg bersopan santun ala gurl melayu terakhir ok..

so, keep ur mouth shut and mind ur own bisness k...

chow..

STaR craZIness...(late..)

2009-08-31T04:18:00.000+08:00

owh my GOD...
now i'm listening to elvis presley's song...
and i'm dying for his deep voice
his so like cowboy slang
his black hair
his sideburn
his crazyness
and he is damn hot back then...

and it all starting tonite!!!
coz before dis i didnt ever seen him perform
hear he sang any song

it just i tersuka a song from one of his album
i didnt know wat its title but it have a line like dis;

"here i am, take my whole life too... for i cant help falling in love with you..."

then in dis mid sem break, it just happen dat i found a vcd of his performance back on 68's if i not mistaken..

and when i heard he sang dat song dat i like in LIVE version...
it just struck me thru my heart...

wow... no wonder he was greatly popular back then....
even i didnt really exist at dat time,
but i can 60% fell his hotness at dat time..

hahaha...
well, still need to remember dat tomorrow is fasting again...
ok then...
daa...

hey, LULUSkan la PROjek AK....

2009-08-20T16:15:00.003+08:00

susah sangat ke nk bg mnde yg bersifat kenegaraan nie LULUS??

ad ke ak jual dadah kt budak kolej ak?

ad ke ak suh diorg ulang balik peristiwa 13MEI kt kolej ak??

ak jus suh diorg masok competition, dgr n tgk tayangan n mende2 yg simple....

NAPEKAH KAKAK ITU X NK LEPASKAN AK JUGAK???

adekah ak penah lenyek kaki die dgn wheel chair masa malam sambutan kemerdekaan UM tahun lepas??

TIDAK PERNAH SEBAB yang kene lenyek tu adalah Cik Hus...

ade ke ak penah rompak nasi goreng ayam berempah die masa ak stay kt 12th dulu??

TIDAK PERNAH SAMA SEKALI SEBAB AK X SUKE MAKAN MENDE TU...
FEVERET AK ADALAH NASI PUTIH+AYAM SAMBAL+CENDAWAN GORENG!!!!

ada ke ak gi pejabat HEP kemudian ak jerit dan histeria sebab die??

JUGA TIDAK SEBAB AK HANYA JERIT DAN HISTERIA DISEBABKAN RUMATE AK SEM LEPAS YANG AJAK AK BESENAM PUKUL 3PAGI DALAM BILIK AK SENDIRI...

owh... apekah salah ak...

oh kak nan*... tolong la lepaskan pjek saya yang cantik nie...
sekian...

IRRITATED BUT STILL DOING

2009-08-12T19:19:00.005+08:00

now (720pm on Wednesday 12/8/2009);

and i'm sitting inside 8th dewan makan in front of my beloved lappy and doing some publisity and multimedia stuff for my MERDEKA'09 project...

there r people who know complaining on the publicity not good enough, but from my observation...

the resident of 8th college r too busy eating, sembang and doing sumtin else rather than hear wat the mc wants to talk about..

dis evening i also be one of the people who give some pengumuman about tonite event which is the GIANT INDEPENDANT DAM (GID'09).

when my partner do the announcement;
....................

HELP ME SOMEBODY??

2009-07-29T02:04:00.002+08:00

i have 2 major problems rite now..

and it related to one of my motto;

no money no guarantee...

sHitness Is REALLY not dat OK!!!

wat I want to do?

it really make me cannot sleep tonite..

who I wanna ask for help??

I dunno anyone who RICH enough to Help me to setel da prob..

do I need To sell my VAIO ??

hell, no.....

nee to think quick...

or else I'll be dead...

i volunteering to work as a suri rumah sepenuh masa...

who wan to hire me??

anyone??

no one???

well, means need to work on my own...

whO IS HE?

2009-07-29T01:34:00.002+08:00

taller than me
kulit dia putih
misai xde, jnggut pon xde
same fac
same college
same year of born
his hair??
smart but handsome ke?
ok la..
funny guy
urmmmm.......
ok, end of discussion!
p/s: Miss Nadh, sila pergi tido ok...

sHIT!!! BecOze of YOU!!

2009-07-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

again and again..
feeling like dis will appear
and now
siyesly not da rite time
only know for only 3 -5 days
already can like some1 ek?

i become like dis b'coz of you!
shit
dis is not rite
can u just get out from my brain?

all of dis time i try to play safe
until u come
and ruin all my plan
why you?
is it you?
must it be you?

only few days to go
hope things goes by without any whisper from you
maybe dats da last one
and it will kept deep
until there are no more place
to put others..

PROMOTION !!!!!

2009-07-15T01:11:00.002+08:00

DI SINI SAYA NK PROMOTE BAND KEGEMARAN SAYA...

1) SUPER JUNIOR
2) BIG BANG
3) GIRL GENERATION
4) WONDER GIRL
5) TVXQ

KEPADA YANG MINAT K-POP MACAM SAYA,,,,,

I LOVE U !!!

bkan macam Cik Nadh yg ske kt ARASHI tu ye...

azrie sila INSAF !!

2009-07-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

siaran ini dikhaskan untuk cik AZrie yg semakin bermulut celupar..
diharapkan cik boleh menghentikan tabiat x senonoh ini ye..
p/s: saya minta maaf dgn sume cerita bilik ke bilik yg saya telAH bawak ke media hiburan baru2 ini..
saya x akan buat lagik..
rumate si cantik dan si cantik sudah berbaik2,,
mereka telah dispot bermain sukaneka bersama2 pada malam mesra kinabalu baru2 ini...

ME,my RUmate & tHat DAMN meja..

2009-07-12T17:30:00.001+08:00

well hello everybody,

sorg gadis cun telah pergi mendftar ke kolej kdiamannya pada pkul 11 lbeh pada hari ahad 5/7/09.Kreta type UNSER mlik bapak die telah digunakan utk mmbawak die n brang2 die yg melambak nk mati ke *th college..

Die tlah pegi daftar n jadik org ke-2 yg msok ke blik die, jd die xdpat katil single idaman hati die..

Tp die bermonolog dlaman;"dpat meje besar nie dh ok dah.. katil pon ak dpat yg bawah. x yah r nk sibuk2 pnjat katil.."

Lpas dh kosongkan kete bapak die n simpan kt blik n pnoh dekat katil n MEJA besar tu, die pon ikot r abg die, kakak ipar die, adik laki die n sorg abg nie yg jd org kpercayaan family die...

sopping kat Nilai,gi chowkit Road, jln TAR, ptaling Street tanpa hiraukan selesema SWINE yg skrang nie mlanda DUNIA n makan kat Kg.Baru....

pkol 730pm kot... die pon blek r ke blik baru die....
die tgk sume brg2 die dh kne PINDAH ke meje kecik kt tgh2 blik...
die pon senteng lengan baju die n cekak pinggang die yg x ramping tu..

si cantik:"hvhjvjcfsdch...djshagvg?bskhvgsyvg!!!"
rumate si cantik:"makbasfgvjhag...skuafgy7867js"

then..... perbualan diorg berterosan shingga 30 mnit gak la...
then kawan rumate si cantik ni plak semak dlam blik tu...
jadi die n rumate die STOP la kejap...

pastu si cantik tros tlepon kawan die si N****** n pot pet psal kjdian tersebut..
then die msok blik die blek.. die tgk rumate die n 2 lagik kwan die tgh sronok mkan rambutan n sambal ikan bilis dpan loker die n tepi katil die..
lagik la si cantik nie naek angin ahmar...

die wat2 baca mjalah kolej yg die n team dokumentsi die wat masa cuti sem lpas, tp hati die x tenang.. naseb bek la kawan rumate die ad..smbil die baca mjalah tu die sje je ketuk almari kuat2...

pas tu die suh bapak die tepon die n time tu die mlangkah kuar dr blik.. BUKAN KERANA KARINA tp sbb die nk ngadu kt bapak die..bapak die pon naek angin gak dgr, tp bapak die ckap biarkan je r si malaun tu... n sbgai anak yg solehah, si cantik nie pon tenangkan dri die agar die x tumbuh jrawat n xde kedut2 kat muka..

pas die blek bilik die tgk kwan2 rumate die x reti2 nk blah lagik... die pon ckap la nk kemas almari.. then diorg kne r tamatkan mting makan rambutan n smbal ikan bilis diorg time tu jgak..

si cantik skrang dh trima hakikat yg rumate die tu cm ****** n die x mau r cri gduh dgn org yg mcm tu.. die skrang nie wat baek dgn rumate die tp skdar lakonan semata2... biar la die idop bahagia wat smntara waktu nie n si cantik berharap rumate die akan wat LI cpat2..

si cantik juga telah befikir utk mndapatkan pguam utk bwak kes nie ke makhamah n die juga merasakan 100% die boleh menang kes nie... tp die x wat cmtu sbb die maseh ad nilai TOLERANSI dalam diri die yang cantik dan cun nie..
tidak sperti rumate die..

hrap2 si cantik n rumate die akan berbahagia sehingga ke abes sesi 09/10 nie.. tamatla cerita tentang ME,MY RUMATE n THAT DAMN MEJA..

LONG VAcaTIOn....

2009-07-12T15:07:00.003+08:00

during the holiday,

i've become da gud sleeper(not as sliper..),
Master of mee maggie cooking skill,
be da one dat pick up da phone when ringing but for my sis n bro..

now i realize dat people who have handset didn't use home phone..
mybe they like to sms more than to talk to their fren though..

more or less, i like my holiday to be da same with da school holiday..
coz only at dat time my family can gather at home together...

me,da twins(kakya n beby),my bro(tam) n my little sis(ooi)...

da first thing they will ask when i went back home is...
"Kakcik, laptop mana?"
ciss...
but dats make me want to bully them after dat...

berebot tv, fix time so dat sape masuk shower dlu,
pdhal toilet ada 2...
my last sis aka ooi aka subsidy, is da most malas person in my home to mandi..
punye r bnyak alasan, suh ak msok dlu r, nk wat homework la...

then when my abah come home bru r nk brebut nk msok blik air...
pergh...

i didnt now y but in my home there are 4 people who are very scared to watch cerita antu..

my bro(Ude),Kakya,Tam n da subsidy(ooi)..
part yg scary2 nnti sume org berimpit nk duduk dkat2...
when sorg start lari, yang laen pon akan lari jgak..

hanya yang cool cam ak je yg akan stay n watch da rest of da story...

my licence is still P and in kept by my abah and until now.....

IT IS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND!

wat can i do ??
just sit back n relax ??
haha...

well, to be honest with u all...
i've got my laptop back+all my data back in original condition...

BUT i have to pay RM80.00 to dat company..

kan bgos if i can fix my lappy by myself..
no need to bayar bnyak2 to sum1 dat ak x knal...
wth...

ok2...

dats all for now, but after dis i want to tell some story ABOUT ME, MY ROOMATE N dat damn MEJA...
huhh...

long TIME no SEE?

2009-07-10T10:30:00.002+08:00

well, hello all...

this is FRIDAY and i really want to sleep back since today is my day off from lectures and tutorials other than weekends..

urm... slowly...

that for now.
Just updating actually.

Yosh!

taMAT suDA RiwaYat MEMory LAPPy ak...

2009-06-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

now its already da 16days or more
i sent my lappy to dat kdai..

still x siap repair lagik but i think
diorg bru nk start repairing my lappy today..
and da result they said..

my lappy window vista had lost
so, they will do da recovery but...........

all ma DATA will be lost to...
and nothing can be done to save it though..
what must i do?
what can i do?

siyesly i am really x puas atie..
but...
yet nothing can be done
since i dunno anything to help my own lappy..
my BELOVED LAPPY...

gudbye my memories in my lappy...
we will never see each in da future..
but i will forever miss u..

deep down in my heart...
i felt the shitness when sumbody lost sumtin' precious...
and i am da one who felt it too...

pergh...

hey!! GIve baCK MY laptoP ok...

2009-06-03T13:41:00.003+08:00

today........

its already da 12th days ak anta lappy ak kt service center kt imbi plaza...

then, dis morning ak call r tmpat tue n guess wat???

dat guy suh ak bg tmpoh another 2 days more..

wat da hell..

ari tu i call, die mntak tngguh until dis wednesday..

which means today la..

and now die suh ak call lagik 2 hari..

ak lak jnis baek n x suh die wat cpat2..

bkan pe, ak x nk gesa coz i risau die format je lak lappy ak

dats not rite to do

i didnt make any backup files

so, if format all my stuff in my beloved lappy will dissappeared in just a second!!!

abes idop ak..

my pics, my super junior n so on...

arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n i already make up my mind about my majoring..

haahahhah,,,,,,,,,,,,,

hopefully i got da most suitable with me..

daa for now...

loNG tiMe No seE eh??

2009-06-01T14:08:00.002+08:00

holaa..
why i senyap2 je for all this time?
coz;
1) lappy i rosak
2) lappy ak rsak
3) lappy ak rosak

wat to do?
layan dvd, n other stuff la..
for u all nyer information,
my bro bru hdiah kan kat ak stu kete old skool kt ak..
so, ak pon merendek dgn my sis n my bro dgn that car..
no P sign n my lisence is still at my abah..
so, means ak bwak kete scara haram la..

do i care?
sumtimes yes..
n i developing back my fan a tics towards SUPER JUNIOR thinggy..
n blogging??

wait until i got back my vaio back..

until then ok..
daaa...

unkNown verSIOn..

2009-05-05T16:41:00.004+08:00

well.. well...

wat i' going to rite now..
ak pas mkan n ak mule rse sleepy once again...
wlopon ak bru bgun pkol 330pm td...
tp ak bru jgak tdo pd pkol 1145am td ok..

rite now ak tgh copy cite2 yg ak rse best from my jiran front door,
rumate kerolita..
and copying files are taking too much of my my sleeping time..
although i'm not supposed to sleep yet rite now..
i'll try to at least berjaga until lpas isya' then bru ak gi bermimpi...

i dont wanna talk about DS,
as i already said
wat past is past..

no need to regret it now..
just hoping the best for it..
and try again if not satisfied yet..

i have to stay here until 17/5..
wat a mess to wait until that day..
but i have works to do here
and lets finished it first b4 leaving for home.

if count, it will be too many days to spend here..
so, just sit back n enjoy da *******...
haha...

i just saw that statement from one of my friend ym's shout out..
siot r...
dasat siot wording tue..
nver mind..

pe ek...
siyesly ak tgh blurr gak nk tlis pe skrang..
msti sbb nk tdo..
jahat sial prangai...
owh..
ak kne ubah some of my bad habits now..
sbb nk blek umah kn
kne tnjuk mnde baek2 nieh..

mybe i'll rite sumtin' pas ak bgun dr tdo ak jap lagik..
usually after 3am..
hehe..
dats my "day" ok..

but for now,
daa...

TeRtangKap !!

2009-05-03T08:13:00.004+08:00

3hb May 2009; Azrie kini ditahan di kamar C21* dikhuatiri akan mencederakan dirinya tanpa sengaja. Suspek utama dipercayai tidak tidur malam demi kekasehnye yg hanya mahu dikenali sebagai DS.

Mereka telah bermesra selama beberapa jam di bilik stady aras B400 sebelum suspek turun ke dewan makan kolejnye dan makan bersama 4 orang suspek lain. Suspek tersebut ialah Hus, Nadh, Kiki n Clive. Mereke telah makan sarapan burger dan air teh panas lalu bercerita tentang kekaseh azrie,DS yang mempunyai kisah lampau yang menggerunkan.

Setelah berpisah dengan Clive, suspek utama beserta 3 suspek yang laen telah bejalan keluar dari pntu pagar kolej mereka dan berhenti di hdapan pntu gate rumah pengetua kolej. Di situ suspek utama telah didapati ada sekor makhluk ganas ditudungnya lalu ditepis oleh suspek Hus yang dalam keadaan ketakutan. Ketika perjalanan pulang pula, suspek utama digemparkan lagi dengan serangan sedara makhluk ganas tadi tetapi kali ini di bahagian ibu jarinya pula.

Tanpa berlengah, suspek telah mencabut makhluk itu dr teros menggigit jarinya dengan pantas sekali. Setelah berjalan beberapa langkah, suspek sekali lagi diperanjatkan dengan satu alat yang dipanggil dawai yang berlingkar di sekitar gate dalam kolej kediamannya. Suspek telah mengalami kejutan mental yang dahsyat lalu, pihak berkuasa telah mengambil inisiatif untuk menangkap beliau dan mengurungnya di kamar C21*. Suspek akan dilepaskan semula pada pkul 1245pm hari ini juga untuk siasatan lanjut di dewan makan.

Suspek Nadh juga bakal dikuarantin disebabkan berfikiran kotor semenjak dr pkul 430 am td.
Suspek Clive dan suspek Kiki dilepaskan kerana tiada bukti kukuh untuk didakwa. Yang terakhir sekali suspek Hus bakal ditangkap utk dkwaan tdur berlebihan.

Berita dr tdAkBernama.

ak hAMPir berHENti..

2009-05-02T06:51:00.001+08:00

Sepak ko,tumbuk ko kuat2..
Dush2!
Yeah! Geramnye ak..

Recipient:
***
012-7******

Sent:
02:47:01am
02.05.2009

(please la..

if u dont wan me to fall in love with u,

i beg u for not treating me like usual..

please..

when u see me, just pretend u didnt see me..

when i text u, dont reply o read it, just delete..

when our eyes met, please look away..

when i'm talking to u, just ignore me..

dont ever try to search for me

or look for me..

i'm also trying my best to avoid u,

to keep away from u

but still i feel like hell

wondering where u might be,

what u're doing,

thinking whether u're with sum1 else o not,

guessing whether u also like me o not...

oh... it really make me hurt..

why must it happens when i'm depressed with sumtin' else?

not at the rite time was it?

when can i stop thinkin bout u?
stop talkin bout u?
stop to like u?

i admit i'm enjoyin the feeling to like u
but it starting to make me hurt more n more

are u listening my voice?
are u reading my sms?
can u understand mu feeling?
do u know that i like u?

sorry once again...
maybe u're not listening at all..
we can never loved sum1 that we dont
unless u are listening to ur heart n the heart of the one that love u..)

EPI BESDAY MISS HUS...

2009-05-01T06:04:00.007+08:00

OH...
cik hus...
slamat arie jadie...
ke-20 taun...
gi ucap trime kaseh kt ibu...
sbb lahirkan you...

tue sudah kamu ek...
oh, i maseh muda...
kne mkan bnyak2 sket...
lalala...
mari kita jdi penyanyi...ak merembat gmbar kami yg pling "cantek n cun.."

DIA memBUatkaN ak GILA..

2009-05-01T05:14:00.005+08:00

hmm...
wat to say...
hri isnin nie ak bkal hadapi cabaran yg pling
MENGANCAM....

ak dh 2 ke 3 kali introduce die nie kt korg..
x tau la korg ingat kt die ke x..
hri isnin nie ak bkal jumpe dgn die utk kali terakhir for sem nie
ak hrap2 sngt date kami selama 2 jam tu akan melakarkan
sejarah manis..

dan ak amek kputusan utk x jumpe die lagik for the rest of my life
tolong r..
ak harap die faham
betapa ak susah hti klo x gi lecture n jumpe die

smnggu ak ad 2 hri yg mmg tetap utk jmpe die
masa lecture ad r 2 jam
time lab ad r dlam 2 jam gak
n masa tutorial plak 1 jam je utk bersama dgn die

slalu gak la ak janji dgn die nk dtg
tp ak x dtg
tu yg die merajok dgn ak tu
smpei suh lecturer banned ak dr jmpe die
pas ak pjuk rayu die..
bru die ok
nseb bek la..

ak bkan nye curang dgn die
just ak nk gak masa utk tdo ptg
dh die x tdo ptg, xkan la ak nk ikot ckap die je..
ak perlu ruang utk dri ak gak
x leh la nk kongkong cmtu..

so, ak dh wat kputusan utk tnggalkan die
x tau la ak bleh ke x nk break up dgn die
depends on sejauh mne ak prestasi ak date dgn die isnin nie
klo cm die x nk lepaskan ak gak
just continue je r dlu
simpan kt dlam hati je r
sem dpan lak ak try mntak break..

tp ak dgr2 dr ex die..
prangai die nie jnis yg susah nk lepaskan kekaseh die
n sbb tu die rmai org bnci
kwan die pnye r melambak
ske2 je kerumun die
dh la yg slalu tu, masa ktorg date r masa tu gak diorg nk join skaki
benci gile r

nie la slah stu sbb ak nk break
pusing sni, psing sna..
sume org ckap psal die
arghhh..........
tlg r, ak nie awek die k..
jeles..............

blah r korg sume...
tp dh telambat...
kputusan dh diwat oleh ak..
hrap die trime ak mntak break
klo die malu sklipon, sbb ak yg mntak clash..
ak x pduli...
ak rela suh die yg ckap psal break nie..

tlg r...
help me GOD...
i dont wan to see die again
not next sem or the next one...
n so on..

ok, DS....
i hope u dont mind me saying sumting about our break off...
sorry ok..
daa..

alMOst thE eND of 3 thINgs in mY life..

2009-04-30T03:06:00.003+08:00

almost the end..
few days more..
3 things in my life...
wat are those things?
is it really important?

must settle those things b4 the time comes..
didnt wan to recall bad stuff like csa n ds carry marks..
its already happened
no need to make it more hectic than ever
wat past is past
need to figure ways to avoid it getting worst

i'm down rite now
but wat to do
smile?
laugh?
read books?
watch movies?

are those things really can make me feel relief?
relief from wat?
suffering?
my own feelings?
my own thought?

can sum1 delete my memories
let me be sumwat of android?
or let me live a normal life?
dat have failures n great things in life

i really wan to forget the not important things
but forgettin' is not the way to overcome memories
memories are best to be keep in mind n heart
but why people still wan to forget memories
sweet or how painful it were
it still us who get through those situations..
thus, creating a MEMORIES..

ahha...

pe r yg ak repek nie..
tu sume rie pnye idea yg melimpah2 kuar..
ish2..
ak lak yg kne type mnde2 nie

ak dh r frust...
dgn csa sume

lagik stu paper tnggal
then, ak dgn rela hati
mengatakan yg ak bkal abeskan 3 mnde dlam hdup ak...

1st; hdup ak sbgai bdak 1st year dlam alam university
2nd; exam fever as 1st year student
and lastly..
my love life as the 1st year student

pastu ak ak rempat dlam umah
x wat pape,
mkan,tdo,jamban,behibor dgn adek2 ak..
tlg mak ak sket..

abah ak nk ke bg ak keje mase cuti?
klo die bg, means for the 1st time ak keje
pe prasaan keje ek?
susah ke?
urmm..

adakah ak kne tlg abg ak jaga LINTAH die..
owh.. ak was2 nk blek umah..
dh r blik ak sbelah tmpat lintah tu..
GELI...
HIJAU..
GEMOK LAK TUE..
LEMBEK..
ISAP DARAH TNPA KEBENARAN..
SEMAK KT TEPI UMAH AK..

npe r abg ak gi bela lintah..
x cukup ke dgn die pnye workshop
tp knape lintah?
bela r mnde2 yg comel sket..
yg x MENGGELIKAN..

adakah ak nk rempat gi umah mak tiri ak?
ke ak gi sewa umah laen..
tp ak xde duit nk sewa..
sumpah ak x kan pegang lintah tu
ak snggup lagik makan ubat batuk dr wat mnde hodoh tu

apekah dayaku utk menghalang itu sume belaku?

DASAR CABARAN HIDUP YG MENGGELIKAN..

Dan SebenARnya...NoT MINE!!

2009-04-28T03:42:00.007+08:00

yosh!!

now 4am n i'm listenin' to Yuna's song;
Dan Sebenarnya..
thats y i wrote the title as Dan Sebenarnya..
credits to Yuna

i like this song so much
and also love her voice, lunak..
not sedap coz sedap is fud!
sorry..

also credits to keRolita for introducing me to this song
last month i think
when i have some uncertain feelings about my life..

most of these 2 days i didnt stdy..
and i spend most of the time to watch movies n dramas..
mostly japan's..

but the real things r
i always end up choosing a not right movies @ dramas
y i'm saying that??

coz..
MOST OF THE MOVIES & DRAMAS i watch were..

A SAD ENDING STUFF..

hate so much..

but give me the satisfaction of watching...
make me feel, think n observe LIFE in a new n different kinds of perspectives...

these r the list of movies n dramas i've watched;

1) CHOBITS(anime)
2) BLOODY MONDAY
3) ZETTAI KARESHI
4) KOIZORA

3 of these stuff making me cry for quite long time..
arghhh....
bazir air mata dowh..
menci ak..

2 of these stuff are about;
wat will happen if HUMAN N ROBOTS FALL IN LOVE..
so damn frustratin..
and based on these 2 drama + anime..
i make a decision to..

PROTEST IF SCIENTIST WANTS TO BUILD AN ANDROID @ ROBOT for LOVE STUFF!!!!
VERY2 PROTEST!!

its just not fair for both of the couples;

THE PROBLEMS???

human will get old but machine stays like that
wat if the human stopped from loving the android?
they will abandoned the machine...
they cannot love sumbody else unless they shutdown the android
if the android rosak @ the chips is burn out @ being reformated;
the human will be like hilang org yg die cinta...
org human suke tu MATI

coz its a fundamental things..
cube try tgk pe jadik when u format a comp...
it will lost the data n memories unless u have a backup..
if in humanity.. we can call that as
lose memory..
but human 's memory can be retrived back..
but for a already deleted memory of an android??

then human will always lost connection with their frens...
coz they too communicating with that robots of theirs...
they dont care about others..

lose attraction with other human..
coz a robot @ android always do wat they been ask to do by their owner
do wat their programmed to do..

and human think that they were too great..
too perfect..
no flaw at all..

but i think its not a challenge at all..
perfect is not fun..
obey is not fun..
human is unique..
coz we different from one another..
coz we have our own behaviour..
coz we are special..

created by GOD..

to find a lover...
i prefer a natural ones..
humans is my choice..

but love cannot recognize living stuff or not..
we dont know who @ what is our choice..

i also didnt know who..
mybe i'll fall in love .. real love with a man who is an android..
who knows??

our choice is ours..

but mybe not the ONE FOR US..

FINDING THE ONE IS HARD..
BUT IF WE ALREADY FIND HIM/HER..
LETS HOPE THAT HE/SHE IS THE ONE FOR US..
COZ IT'LL BE SAD IF HE/SHE ISNT..

HUman bEIng always like THat...

2009-04-27T20:02:00.005+08:00

slalunya...
kita sebagai manusia...

x sedar ad org yg syangkan kita
x sedar ad org sngt pntingkan kita
x sedar ad org yg always back up kite snyap2..
x sedar ad org yg slalu wat kita hepi
x sedar ad org yg slalu berkorban utk kita
x sedar ad org yg pkir psal dri kita

kita slalu x ingt org tu..
masa kita sedih je kita cari org tu
masa susah je kita dtang kt org tu
masa kita kecewa je kita jmpe org tu

smpai bila kita nk jd kejam cm tu
sbnanye kita x sedar btapa pntingnye org tu
tp smpei bile?
sehingga die hilang dr pndangan?
sehingga die dh xde lagi kt dunia nie?
sekali lagi,smpei bile bru kita nk sedar wujudnye org tu?

we tend to have as many friends as possible,
but does we really know which one of those friends of us;
is/are the most important?
how can we recognize them?

is it by their cute/handsome faces?
is it by those who have their pocket full of money?
is it by how stylo they were?
is it by looking at their strength?
is it by looking how long they have been with us?

its not about time
its not about money
its not about style
its not about strength

BUT

its all about how they can make u happy
its all about how they can make u laugh
its all about how they can make u feel comfortable
its all about how they can make u show ur true self and not pretending
its all about how they can make u argue with her/him
its all about how they can make u protected
its all about how they can effect ur feelings
its all about how they can make u mad,angry,cry
and those IF u can remember
and those were being done TOGETHER...

ok2,,,,
next post please!

nama saya AZRIE !!

2009-04-26T04:59:00.008+08:00

oh..

ting tong ting tong..

ak dh nguap nie, tp klo ak gi tdo gak..
mksudnye ak kembali jadik smpah..
smlam ak tdo pkol 705am until ... try teka smpei pkul bpe??
ak bgtau di akhir entry nie ek..

ari nie cm besa, ak still x berdaya nk wat pape pon..
bkan pe, tp blom smpei seru lagik suh blajar...
skrang ak tgh try type entry nie tanpa ak tgk keyboard..
susah gile r...
haah..

ak td pnjam madihah pnye hardisk sbb dlam tu ada bnyak cite..
so, antara bnyk2 cite dlam tue,
ak plih r..

BLOODY MONDAY..

a japanese drama..
ad kes sebar2 virus kt jepun..
and yg besh die..
ad adegan HACKING2 systems..
best siot, wat ak pon nk blajar hacking sume nie..

hero die type laju sial,
ad certain time tu ak rse cm

"eh, btol ke die nie.. ke pkai tekan2 je..."

ntah r.. xtau r btol ke x..
for the 1st time gak la..
ak gi bkak COMMAND PROMT of my VAIO..
tp ak x tau wat pape pon..
sume input yg i key in pon cannot be racognize by the system..
wah... sabas azrie..

ak tgh pening kepala nie..
sbb tdo lame gile..
klo kt umah tdo cm nie,
sah2 abg2 ak kutuk anak dara xde org nak..
cehh...

eh.. npe ek klo kt oversea, virgin tu cm x...
urmm...
its like when u said that u're a virgin..
people will laugh at u..
ok2.. i stop talking about it..
mybe its not suitable for me to talk these kind of stuff..
its Mlaysia ok..

tomorrow, i really want to get out from this JAIL of Mine..
and i want to go to Midvalley to find sweet stuff..
like cake, ice-cream, pie..
yum2..

i really miss those stuff since i'm not getting out from this place from last month i think..
if i'm not mistaken laa...
so.. hopefully i can wake up around 11am..
hus wants to go out early so that we can get back early..
nver mind..
as long as you love me..
ops, as long as she happy n me happy too..

i striving for not sleepin' coz i want to get my breakfast at 7am..
then after 830am, i will attack my katil 2 tingkat n wondering in my DREAMLAND..
wah..
wat a great thinking rite?
wat to do, me is not u..
u is not me..
coz we're different from each other..

alah..
speakin lak..
shut up bley x?

ok2..
lagik 1 jam stengah nk pkol 7 pg..
bleh je betahan klo nk..

MID, MID, MID, MID, MID

eh, tau x ak bru je jdik sorg penasihat cinta..
sronok gak..
sbb bley kongsi pengalaman sume..
ye r, bkan sume org bley open..
cite psal love life diorg..
so bile ad org yg wat cmtu..
ak rse terharu!!

siyes terharu!!

sbb die wat ak rse cm ak nie d'percayai..
eyh.. bkan senang k nk dpat trust from another people..

so, thank u to that person..

ok2.. thats it for now..
i want to continue watching that bloody BLOODY MONDAY..

next post i want to post on sumtin bout a STALKER..
eee..
ngeri sial...

(saya bangun tidur dengan jayanya pada pukul 6 petang.. sila jangan marah saya..)

Malaysian! Check this STuff out...

2009-04-25T06:07:00.003+08:00

eeeee....

ak x terkata...
ak sungguh panas lpas bace stu blog nie...
ak terbaca pon pas blogwalking from one of my fren 'blog..
hopefully Malaysian can read this stuff out..
very HOT issue to begin with..

http://id-top.blogspot.com

n pastu nk luahkan semangat u all about being a Malaysian...

http://malaysia-top.blogspot.com

kite agak lambat n x tau perkembangan semasa..
pe org luar ckap psal negara kita..

MALAYSIA

is This the Starting oR miDDle oR the ENd?

2009-04-25T05:04:00.004+08:00

greetings to evrybdy..

now is 515am of 25/4..
jus like previous days, i'm still not sleepin' yet..
my body clock already mess up these few weeks..

the reasons me have these writin' mood r after watchin Chobits n those lovey-dopey songs..
since i am really free these 2 days..
i end up doing nothing important..
when i read my pren story about her love story...
it happens to effect me too..
making me realize sumtin'..

sumtin' about am i really like him
or
it just a way to forget sumbody..
sum1 ever said that
findin a new 1 can make us forget ur last xperience
is it true??

i'm listening to MY ALL by mariah carey rite now..
n those feelin really jump out from my mind,my jiwa...
sadly to think about..
sadly to remember it though..

when will i stop liking this guy n that guy...
when will my heart stop liking many people n
start to like one person only?
neither do i didnt know when..
i just hope it can start as soon as possible

sumtimes i hope that i can stop liking any guys out there
sumtimes i hope that i can close my heart until the time comes
sumtimes i hope i can be hurt by the one that i currently like
n after that i stopped from liking all the guys out there

i have many years to live with in GOD's permission..
but still

is this the STARTING @ the MIDDLE @ the END??

i just want a happy life as a teenagers
n normal..

by watchin too much movies n drama
read novels...
really making us feel @ think dat
"oh,dats life looks like..."
but actually life is way too far from our imagination..

wat u see in tv, read in novels are just the 1/10 of wat life is..
we're learn it day by day
event by event
experience by experience
feelings by feelings
we learn things throughout our life
from we were born until we'll died
from that we'll gettin more mature

as for me..
life must be move on no matter wat happen to me
no matter i failed any subject
no matter i'm hurt
no matter i being left alone
no matter i didnt have money to eat
no matter the 1 i love make my heart break into parts
no matter my parents n my family didnt call me n saying that they do love me n miss me
and so on..

i must go when the time has come
thats GOD promise me when i'm in my mom's uterus
just i didnt know when
but still

is it will be the STARTING @ the MIDDLE @ the END ???

of ur life..
i dont know if when i'm gone how many people will be effected by it..
or just nobody care..
i dont write this stuff to show off
but
to remind me, myself n i...

for now on.. just remind urself that i love my parents, my family, my prenz n whoever who do love me..

from the bottom of my heart;

I DO LOVE YOU..

may GOD bless you..

saYA BANGGA jd CoMPter Sc stuDeNt!

2009-04-24T14:33:00.004+08:00

ohho..

i'm back..

oh, smlam mmg arie yg sngt membebankn
tp itu sume suda berlalu pergi
yg dh berlalu biarkan, jgn dikenang lagik..

smalam ak exam AI n SE..
n ak rse ok r ak jwab 2 2 paper tue..
tp x tau r if lecturer ak bg ak E ke C- ke..
hopefully not la..

mmg kepala smlam berat siot
bkan pe berat dgn ILMU r..

hoho

1st exam ak pkol 830am kt aras 1...
gi dgn kete "kawan baek" kerolita..
sje je cri psal nk kuruskan bdan dgn dok 4 org kt blkang..

ye r, sptotnye ak kne dok depan sbb ak SLIM..
nie x..
mntak maap to my 4 prenz; (dri kri) : hus,nadh, mdhh n rie..
jwab AI bajet punye..
slow2, ingt balek facts..
smalam nye subject mmg mnde2 yg mmbaca..

pas kuar dr exam AI ktorg gi lak kt aras 2..
preparation for SE..
dok dkat toilet lak tu..
perghh..
terbang ILMU2 ak..
4 SE ak x bnyak yg leh revise coz otak ak penat..
mau nk dkat 20kli ak nguap..
skali lagi.. di sbelah TOILET LELAKI..

so, ak bnyak temenung, tgk sne sni..
cuci mata.. haha.. gatal..

pastu tetibe.. ad sorg chinese gurl nie die stop kt dpan toilet laki nie..
ingtkan pehal die wat pose model ke...

then die MASUK toilet tue..

aaaauuuwwwww...

nseb bek dlam tu xde org, klo x ad gak LELAKI yg mnjerit terkejut..
kihkih...
daring sial gurl tu..
I RESPECT SAMA LU..

masa jwab exam SE...
overall ok r, tp stu je problem die..
OTAK AK PENAT...
TANGAN AK BLEH LAK NK MAEN KEJANG2...
ciss...

org yg dok dpan ak lak spesic yg die jwab soklan, pastu die senyum2...
siap angguk2 kepala lgik..
fiuhh, nseb bek ak x terikot cara die..

depan hus lak..
ad laki emsem.. eh, silap, comel...
dah r die comel, pastu pkei lak bju comel..
lagi comel r die..

bkan pe, die tu slah sorg senior @ could i jus say die ala2 pembantu mahasiswa
masa ak,nadh,hus n kerolita kt PASUM dlu..
that was when we're staying at 12th Residential College

then masa exam SE gak ak bru sedar sumtin'
ak salah eja word "ENGINEERING"
bukannye "ENGENEERING"..
gedebush....

lantak situ, dh nk abes sem bru ak tau ak salah eja..
pandai r azrie...
sabas daku ucapkan...
oleh itu slalu r tdo ptg...

pas blek tu ktorg naek r bas um nie..
yg bas old school tu..
sprti bese ak, hus n kerolita akn dok kt seat pling blakang..

antara bnyak2 basn trip bas yg ktorg naek...
SEMALAM YG PLING EXTREME n so REAL FACTOR...
dasat giler r...
kalah roller coaster beb...
ak dah la yg "PALING RINGAN" nie pon bley melantun2 cm bola...
b4 that dh r ktorg gi lunch, so abes terbang sume fud dlam prot ktorg..

wah...

so spe yg ske mnde2 yg advnterous n extreme punye stuff ak cdangkn r naek bas tu..
bas tu yg krusi kt blakang die dh tercabut tu tau..
sile naek bas yg betol ok..

then ape lagik ek..
mlam smalm pling buhsan dlam sjarah mggu ak exam..
srius buhsan smpei ak nk tdo pon buhsan..
so, ak x la tdo rite..
7am arinie bru ak tdo n bgun BEKFAST pkol 1pm..
hebat x ak..

wlopon ak ad koleksi DVD n VCD yg melambak n ORIGINAL...
ak still buhsan sbb sume cite tu ak dah tgk..
plus ad DVD n VCD yg org pnjam..
ad yg ak sndri x prasan spe yg pnjam n x bg2 lagik VCD n DVD tu kt ak...

dh nk cuti nie...

SESAPE YG AD PNJAM DVD @ VCD DRPD AZRIE..
SILE PULANGKAN DGN CEPAT!!!

ak ad gak pnjam DVD n VCD org, tp ak ingat je nk pulangkan..
except for cite2 yg ak ad interest nk tgk lgik..
cntoh cm cite Kak Faz.. Kiki... n si Nadh..

ok2... next posting k..

speKah GURl yg kaBOOt iTU??

2009-04-22T13:44:00.004+08:00

oh...

ape nk jadik?
smpei skrang x kawen lagik..
ape nk jadik...

ni lagu tan sri s.m.salim sbenarnye
just tringin nk nyanyi..
xde kaitan dgn pe yg ak nk bgtau skrang nie..

urm...
Khamis nie i akan amek exam;

Principle of Artificial Intelliggence(AI)
&
Software Engeneering I(SE)

dan ak bru je abes stdy for AI only...
skali lagi diulang

AI only...

SE ak x start lagik..
perghh...
ape nk jadik?

nver mind, as long as i didnt sleep n didnt surfing the internet...
i think i could do these SE reading process throughout the day...
i really meant it..

but when ak kenyang...
my eyes will start to close a bit
wlopon ak nie SEPET,
ak still bley tau mata ak nie smakin mengecik..
then kepala pon rasa berat sebelah..
kaki kebas..
tgn kejang...

then ak akan berangkat ke my lovely katil 2 tngkat
landing atas tilam yg empuk..
letak kepala kt atas bntal golek ak yg gemok n kaler pink tue..
thats then end of the story of that particular time ok..

now, i want to stdy a little bit n sleep kejap...
hoho...

then i'll continue my SE reading process after that..

pas exam SE kames nie..

ak cdang nk kuar gi mid nk makan mnde2 sedap...

kerolita lak ajak gi aerobics kt court blakang nie..
owh..
mne stu nk ikot nie..
lalaalalala....

ak mmg gile nk avoid mnde2 yg suh ak senam2 nie...
haha..
mne x gemook n buntal..
cehh..
wat mase nie..

NO DIET

coz mak ak ckap ak still nk membesar..
ak slalu sedu2...
means nk membesar..

NOT MEMBESAR...

tp ak fkir positif...

NK MENINGGI...

ok, dats for now...
daa...

GUD LUCK EXAM eks...
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL..

unPREdicTEd buT stILL..

2009-04-21T03:41:00.006+08:00

its now 350am but still ak x tdo lagik sperti biasa..

and...

i'm watchin' urr....

KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI..

kan arie nie ak bru abes ETNIK..

then ak pon amek kputusan wat keje x bepaedah sket utk etnik tu je ak stay up late..
klo ak nk tdo pon ok,,,
and resultnye...

ak ske ETNK tu..
lagik senang dr TITAS...
haha

this Thursday i'll be facing 2 papers..

Arificial Intelligence n Software Engeneering..

and ak still ad masa utk cite hndstan
hehe

ak kt part yg kajol tkar idntiti nk jd cm Rani..
then sume org gelakkan die terang2an...
sian..

ak dh tgk cite nie dr kecik lagik..
org yg asal suke cite hndstan nie is my paps..
then die jd trun tmurun...
majority my fam members ske tgk cite hindi but ak x tau la akak ak ske ke x..

siyesly... ak x knal sngt kakak ak.. sbb die sngt jauh dr ak n adik2 ak yg laen..

sbb die anak 1st.. beze umur die dgn ak... 12 years..
ak n angah ak... 10years n
ak dgn ude ak lak... 8years..
then ak n twins.. 5 years
then yg bwah2 tu dekat je umur diorg..
pling kcik adik ak is drjah 6..

so, automatically ak la yg jdik kakak sulung diorg..
my sis is just a pngkat la cmtu..
siyesly ak rse cm xde kakak sket..
ntah la..

okeh2..
skrang part sedey..
kajol tgh naek train nk blah dr idop shah rukh khan n rani..
mnci btol ak..

ak smpei skrang x pnah miss nk wat adegan nanges2 bile part nie..
umumnye cite nie..
siyes tngkap leleh..

ok2...
sok nk bekfast kot, pgi2..
skrang pon dah 424am dah..
bru startin' CD 2..
lagi sejam lbey..
pas tu ntah la..
wat la pape yg ptot..

eh...
sbnanye postin' nie utk sesi ckap psal hati..
sejak malam smlam..
pas ak kuar kan posting for "AK KMBALI SENYUM" rr...
ak rse x sedap atie r psal feeling ske kt si eheM2 nie..
coz ak ske die..

and this also libatkan ***** ak..
die x ckap la, tp ak dpat rse die...
cm suke gak kt si eheM2..
susah r nk terangkan..
cmner ek..

x yah la ak nk terangkan cmner ak bley dpt instinct nie..
well mybe ak nie a well born org yg ad gerak hatie..
lala..

ak dh start nk slowkan pe yg ptot..
pe jd klo ak x bgtau kt ***** ak sorg nie yg ak ske si eheM2 nie..
mngkin die xyah nk simpan prsaan die..

weyh, sakit r simpan prasaan..
cm hell
tp dr situ r kite dpat pengalaman

EVEN IF WE LOVE SUMTIN' OR SUM1,
IT DOESNT MEAN THAT WE HAVE TO OWN IT @ HIM/HER..
sumtimes.. lettin' go is the BEST way..
sacrificing is HARD,PAINFUL, SADNESS..
BUT ITS WORTHY ENOUGH..
make sure in the right way though..
then it will become very priceless

ok2..
ak akan try my best in my exams and also in my personal life..

kuch kuch hota hai.. sumtin' is happenin'..
you'll never understand until u feel it urself..

daa..

ak KEMbali SEnyuM..

2009-04-19T18:00:00.006+08:00

yosh...

ak dlam mood GEMBIRA. so, entry nie cm gedik2 sket la...

td ak try type... sekali kuar tulisan india lak...
ak dh r x pham pape...
nseb bek RIE jd penyelamat kpd ak...
haha...

never mind...
just let that go

urm...
last nite i didnt rite anythin' coz i'm busy reading that etnik stuff...
from chapter 5 until 8...
almost 100 pages..
x sngka ak nie bgitu bekaliber dlm bab2 pmbacaan nih...

cbe teke sbb pe???

haha...

sbb ak x dok kt blik ak...
ak gi ikot miss hus stdy at this place called STARBUCK by bdak2 8th college..
dunno y...

just ikot je kn...
LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!!

ish...

kt blik ak tu dh r pnoh godaan especially from my katil 2 tngkat 2...
plus PANAS lagi tu...
ak dh la mmg HOT n x perlu la nk OVER HOTT (cm kaer..)
ampun kaer yg dh tua...

dlam pkol 10pm tu ak gi bli brger n NESCAFE MOCHA kt stu kdai runcit nie...
then i n miss hus pulun makan....
kt situ sejuk n berangin..
x mcm kt blik ak yg panas cm SAUNA tu...
SAUNA terhebat is at miss hus room..

b4 dat la, around 8pm cmtu..
ak nmpak si eheM...
tu pon miss hus bg ak hint..
klo x ak x pasan...
hihi..

die bawak lptop die sume..
ntah nk gi mne ntah..
library kot...
tu pikiran baek ak la...

tp menci la..
tiap2 kli ak nmpak die msti ak nk sengeh sorg2..
tp ak leh control r..
pure2 wat muke steenng ak..
lala..

klo terserempak msti ak agak kelam kabut...
nseb bek ak cm gelap sket...
klo x msti org akan pasan ak BLUSHIN'
tp ak kn pndai belakon..
perghhhh...
hehe...

bodo la...

haha...
around pkol11 cm tu miss hus kne gi meeting koir die..
so ak dok la bce bku kt situ sorg2...
lala...
ak sedar la si eheM2 tu bru blek dr luar..
pastu ak cpat2 bkak laptop ak n nyorok blakng lptop..

ciss... malu2 la knon...
bkan pe..
ntah la, ak cm segan nk bertentang dgn die
kn ak cm mood sedey lately...

pas die dh xde dpan mata ak,
ak gi la tutup blek lptop ak yg ak x ON tu pon..
screen itam je yg ak gi tgk td
so, ak pon smbung pulun baca etnik ak tu...

x lme tu ak TERNAMPAK si eheM2 tu ngan kwan2 die gi ke stu place yg warga klej 8 slalu gi situ
bile diorg lapa n kebulur..
keh2..
sorry2...
ayat sentap n kasar lak..

oh..
diorg gi makan kot
ak dh gi sental burger ayam special + cheese..
perghh.... siot la ak..
mne ak x boncet, gemok n montel cm nie...

teringat lak...

actor: abang ak yg num 3 n ak yg num 4...ak kt umah dipnggil adek..

ude: adek, ko tau x cmner ko leh jd montel cmnie...(abang ak gne ayat sentap die..)

az: ah? cmner?? (malas layan abang ak yg ngada2 nie... sakit atie ad r..)

ude: mse mak x nak bg ko chocolate kn... ude slalu sian kt ko..

az: abes tuh?

ude: sbb tu ude slalu tlg ko cri mkanan laen...

az: mkanan laen??

ude: ha'ah.. ude slalu suapkan ko bskot marie chocolate... x dpat chocolate btol, ude bg ko bskot marie chocolate.. sian ko...

az: bskot marie?? ciss... ingtkan bg coco crunch ke...

ude: tp ude tgk ko lanyak je bskot marie tu..siap nanges nk lagi lak tu..so ude sumbat r smpei ko kenyang..

az: oh ye ke... mekaseh la ek...(wat muke pnoh pnghargaan..)
ciss, rupe2nye die nie rr org yg bertanggungjawab jdkan ak GEBU cm PAU nie...(monolog dlaman...)

smbung blek psal si eheM2 tue..

sbb kn ak rse diorg nk mkan kt sne lame,
so ak KEMBALI focus bce bku ETNIK ak tu...

BAB 6

pastu ak terdengar bunyik cm psstt..
ak wat2 x dengar la sbb ak jnis LOW PROFILE...
x espect anything cmtu la..

tp ak dengar lagik bunyik psstt.... tue...
aish.. spe la malaun nie...
org dh wat psstt tgk la kt die...
sian org yg wat psstt tue..

skali ak tgk...
haha..

si eheM2 tu yg wat psstt tu kt ak...
perghh..

ak la malaun yg ak mksudkan td...
pastu ak senyum r kt die..
ak agak terkejut r mnde tu jdik..

utk DIA tegur sorg gurl...
ak x expect langsung..
sbb ak slalu gak usya die senyap2...
n ak tnye org kt skeliling ak psal die..
nie adalah snarai pemberita ak..
ct-k,alang,miss hus,miss nadh n few people lagik..

and result die...
99% org ckap die nie jnis yg senyap...
ohho...
adakah ini btol...
npe die bgitu x malu bile dgn ak??

hahaha...
ak suke itu...
pastu die dtg kt meje ak..

ak tgh sorg2 lak tu..
lala..

XXX: ko stdy pe?

rie: ah... ETNIK.. ko nk mne bwak mnde2 alah nie?

XXX: etnik.. ni ak nk simpan kt blik..

rie: 2 2 tu ko punye?

XXX: ha'ah.. ak mlas r nk bce etnik.. bnyak sngat r..ko bace bab bpe dah?

rie: bab 6, suke2 je idop ko ek..

XXX: haha.. ok r ak nk gi anta mende alah nie.. GUD LUCK2..

rie: oh, okeh2...

pas die blah..
ak rse malam td cm sngt nyaman...
ak pon bru terperasan ad pokok bunga straight kt depan ak dlam 4 mter...
ak dibuai perasaan lagik...

n agak lama la ak stay kt page tu utk bab 6..

ad hikmahnye miss hus ajak ak gi stdy kt situ..
tp mlam nie ak x gi..
sbb cm malas..
etnik dh abes baca...

sok nk wat last revision dgn miss nadh n madhh chan...
no worry la..
alang pon ckap mnde nie senang skor..
tp member ak suh berhati2 sbb ABCD die dkat2..

alang ak gi bising ak ske CRUSH2 kt ramai org...
pe nk wat..
ak just ckap yg ak still mude n cun...
so ak still boley berfoya2...

klo abg2 btol ak lak, ude n angah ak..
diorg akan ckap..

"adek sblm ko nk couple n kwen kan, ktorg cdangkan yg ko kwan dgn sume org dlu..."

"kwan biar bribu n kekaseh pon biar lbeh dr stu tp suami ko biar stu.."

so...
nmpak sngat pndangan diorg bebeze...

n ak suke pndpat ude ak..
kwan la bnyak mne pon..
couple la bnyak kli pon..
tapi ak akn kawen dgn sorg je..
so, kne pilih elok2...

means...
ak leh ske spe2 je..
asal ak jaga diri la kan...
kwan2 ak ramai..
diorg leh tlg jaga ak..
kih2..

ok2...
tata....

H.A.T.I.K.U.B.U.K.A.N.J.I.W.A

2009-04-18T15:02:00.003+08:00

ak x suke
ak cm nyampah
ak sedang mengadap tngkap ak
yg diluar ni ad pokok2
jauh kt sne tu ak nmpak sume bnde yg hijau
and papan tanda besar
03-61413077

ape mnde nie sume
but 4 the 1st time i'm changin' my seat position
ak bru sedar dok mnghadap bnde ijau ni bley tenangkan ati ak

adekah ak tgh tension coz exam yg stat isnin ni
dan ak still x abes stdi??
ak pon x tau
stengah hati ak wat cm x tau je ad exam
half lagi nk suh ak bce etnik tu
ak x leh nk stdy kt blik ak nie
tp ak x mau jugak kuar dri blik ak nie

ak rse ak x seswei dgn mnde2 yg kne bace nie
ak ske yg ak leh bljar dgn tgk bende tu
ak rse ak nie org yg ske mnde2 yg praktical
I'M NOT A READING TYPE OF PERSON

but for this sem of my stdy
everything is reading type of stuff
aarrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh
so shit

i also miss my family back there
tp ak x ske blek umah
sbb pe??
coz when i already at home..
i dont wan to get out again
unless its a necessery things

wat must i do..
i must call my adik n ask them to call me here
yeah..
thats rite
so damn rite

stying alone in my room really making me feel
i'm alone
i need help
i cannot focus
really alone
really need help
really cannot focus

its my own fault that i didnt get lost from my own room
exam week really making me miserable n x terurus
plus my hormone n my surrounding yg cm hell

these few days
ak asyik dengar lagu yg slow motion n jiwang
tp ak bley plak dngr lagu linkin park
wth
xde lak ak dgr zikir ke ayt Quran ke
owh...
so miserable

depan org ak leh la senyum2 sume
gelak2 r
tp tu sume hipokrit semata
itu just cubaan utk gmbirekan ati ak
ak tgh bayangkan ak bejalan sorg2 kt shoppin mall
cm mid ke times ke
just ak xde kenderaan je nk kuar
klo x dh lame ak lesap

kn bgos klo mase yg ak gne utk type sume ni
ak gunekan utk bace etnik especially
npe ak relax?
sbb ak bkan org SIANG
ak org MALAM
to be specific
org TENGAH MALAM SEHINGGA SUBUH
subuh je ak akan tdo

xleh cm tu
sbb GOD cipta siang utk wat keje sume
malm adlah masa utk rehat
dunia ak terbalek

nie sume pelik n aneh
ak nie makhluk asing ke?
skarang ak tgh dngr lagu ttg kita by pter pan
ak suka music gitarnya
ak suka
tp ak bru je next kan lagu tu sbb boring

mnde yg ak pendam nie
telah semakkan ati ak
peningkan kepala ak
tuakan muka ak

ak ske pendam sume ni
tp knape ak pendam?

n skrang ak dh luahkan
ak ske snyum n gelak
tp btol ke tu sume melambangkan dri ak yg sbenar?

AK MASIH DALAM PENCARIAN DIRIKU YANG SEBENAR..

jiWang+ fed UP tahAP 4..

2009-04-18T02:58:00.006+08:00

hidupku ini...

ak merasakan hidup ini suda hilang seri...
tanpa DIA ak tiada jiwa..
tanpa DIA ak semakin terkubur di hati..
tanpa DIA ak semakin mahu diam menyepikan diri...

tanpa DIA ak ubati dengan kehadiran temanku...
tanpa DIA ak sinari hidupku dengan gelak tawa bersama temanku..
tanpa DIA ak tegakkan diriku bersama semangatku yang meneguh..

walaupun DIA tiada di mata...
tapi DIA tetap di hati ..
dan DIA ada di jiwa...

semakinku mencari, semakin DIA menghilang...
pabila DIA wujud di depan mata, ak menjauh pandang...

bukan kerana DIA tidak bererti..
tetapi DIA tidak sanggup kupandang kerana kelemahan diri..
dan kerana ku tahu DIA dan ak tiada kesudahan yang pasti..

setiap masa terluang,
ak pasti mendengar alunan musika hasilannya...
ak pasti menatap DIA yang leka dengan alat musiknya...
kerana ak hanya mampu berbuat begitu sahaja..
berdiam diri tanpa bersuara..

sahabatku pernah berkata..
diri sering kali merasa bahawa DIA yang sempurna untuk kita..
tetapi kita sering lupa yang takdir ILAHI lebih sempurna untuk kita..
dan mungkin bukan DIA yang sewajarnya untuk diri kita sebagai hamba..

untuk kali ini..
ak mahu berdiri teguh sebagai seorang wanita..
yang empunya jati diri yang waja...
andainya takdir menentukan ak dan DIA..
ak mahu jauhnya dan dugaannya perkenalan ini..
sebagai rentetan yang paling dekat dan semoleknya di hati kami..

hasil potpet admin yang bernama...
~a.z.r.i.e~

siyesly...
ak pon agak terkejut dgn diri ak yg agak pandai karang puisi nih..
tp mmg ad masa die la..
ahha..

i LOVE him.mR. VaMp

2009-04-17T14:45:00.006+08:00

ohho...

dis week is my stdy week...
it goes on very quick n making me feel frustratin'...

i'm stil not in da mood of STDY yet..
dunno why...
i'm still figurin' it out why...
but the result will make me end up sleepin' peacefully on my bed...

yup2...
not a good things rite??

but what am i going to do...
i know i have the strenght to avoid that from happenin'...

but still...
no good result unless there is a movement being done..

and ...

reading these HUB. ETNIK stuff really making me frenzy...
makin' me more sleepy n also hungry...

i realise that i only can focus on doing sumtin' at the middle of the nite...
i am a nite gurl...

only can fcus readin' books around 2 am....

then sleep around 630 am...
wats dat called??

i've been watchin' a movie last tuesday...

TWILIGHT to be specific...

not at cinema but i'm buying the cd...

this is the DVD version...

many people have talk about it...
and i'm only hearin' it...

so dat day when we stopped at speedy...
as i walkin' around...
i attracted to its cover...

people said dont judge the book by its cover...
but i think the cover plays the most important role in choosin' a book...

yep2...
spe x stuju???

gi terjun longkang ok...

when i saw the cover of this vcd...
i tros lari2 to see nadh...

az: eh... penah dengar psal cite twilight x??

nadh: twilight ? urmm... penah... npe??

az: best ke?

nadh: spupu ak ckap best..

az: die dh tgk ke? siyes best?

nadh: die dh la... ak blom lagik... pas ko bli ak tgk la...

az: ala.... ak tnye je kot...

nadh: spupu ak ckap klo tgk x rugi... kire cm satisfied la..

az: oh, cmtu ek?? ok2...

then i return back to that particular vcd shelf...
get the price n dashed to the atm machine to kopak my money out..

RM24.90

dah la b4 that we went to pizza hut n now...
i'm bazirin' my money to buy dat damn BEST GILE MOVIE!!!

siyesly...
i really like that movie dowh...

mesmerizing...
seductive...
romantic...
dangerous enough...
blood sucking fear...

AND...

the most important...

SACRIFICING OWN NEED FOR THE LOVED ONES...

wah...

so...
if anybody want to buy me the novel???

i'm demanding it to be TWILIGHT please....

no offend k...

thats for now...

i hope from this dat until so on...
no vampire will get close to me...

REAL VAMPIRE is NOT ALLOWED ok....
i dont wan my warm blood to be suck out...

BACK OFF k...

errrrr.....

daa...

aM i beiNG foolED??

2009-04-16T09:27:00.005+08:00

hey..

i know i didnt write stuff these few days since last monday i think..
mybe i'm in exam mood, so no mood to write..

BUT NOW I HAVE SUMTIN' TO tell u guys...
actually i am being sellfish to write this thing but nver mind...

i am quite mad rite now..
last nite i've got a msg for sum1 that i didnt know...

tellin' me that i've been accepted to join this 1 company...
it says this:

Good evening & Congratulation!
you are selected for ************ 09/10.
Plz come for the briefing on **/**/09, *.00pm, ******* room.
Read the notice for the details.tq-S/U ***

Sender:

+6012*******

this mornin', when i checked the list name...
IT DOESNT WRITE ANYTHIN' THAT HAVE MY NAME ON IT...

hmmm...
wat does dat mean???

then i compare to 2 of my prenz...

1 got but didnt got any msg...

another 1 didnt got but also didnt got any msg...

but me??? didnt got the position but still got a msg...

my alang ask me to msg dat guy back..
asking wat the hell is happenin'...
he said mybe sumtin' else is going on...

but i didnt have plan to do so...
i wan to SHUT UP n live my life like usual...

why bother people who didnt need us rite??

so...
i had these few thinking....

1) dat guy just wanna fooled me...

2) dat guy MISTAKENLY SEND THE MSG TO MY NUMBER...

3) dat guy wanna berkenalan with me...

4) i am a SPECIAL CASE... haha.. like that eh??

so.... i think the 2nd one....
yeah... the 2nd one...

but still, i hurt me...

just think, wat if i already told my whole family about it...
n they were to happy to know this news...

then suddenly, i told them that i didnt got that position??

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.......................

relex2...
cool down please!!

ok2..
actuallly thanks GOD coz i didnt get that position...
HE knows wat best for me...

ye r...
ak join PITUM N SIFE lagik...
mybe HE didnt wan to burden me so much...

yesh2..
thats rite,
this give me the chances to focus on SIFE especially...
since it is a big event...

sorry to my frenz coz i cannot accompany u during the jobs being done... nver mind... i still in UM though...

actually me....
not mad at that guy...

just mad coz i felt being fooled...
cheated...
betrayed.....
eh???

seriously HURT....

pERhatIAN!!!! ak kne TAG laGIK....

2009-04-14T14:49:00.002+08:00

i've got tagged once more??
me...
so popular these days....
okeh2...

LETS START!!!

ATTENTION

Once you've been tagged you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you.
You have to tag the person who tagged you
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

Noor Azri
Teluk Intan
08/26/89
love RED
chocolate
sleep IS my HObby
anak ke-4 from 8 siblings
love MONEY
love my family
benci org GEDIK
mulut bising
x suke org bantah ckap ak
ske x puas atie dgn org
ske wat muke arrogant n if org xknal ak, msti ckap ak sombong pe..
if ak kawen ak akan ajak sume org yg ak knal!!
ske melalak n love justin timberlake,rihanna,celine dion, arashi n SuJu..(rock kapak pon ak layan..)

now...

mmndngkan skrang nie many people hve EXAM FEVER,
i dun wan to disturb them..
SO, I DIDNT TAG ANYBODY...

feel lucky eh??
hah...
mybe after this not so lucky anymore...
tq to ct-k coz tag me,

i know u wan to know me more...
if anybody wan to know me more like ct-k..
PLEASE SEE MY SECRETARY FIRST OK!!

well... business gurl like me is always busy..

tata for now..

need to continue my stdy k...

aNak daRA froM UM

2009-04-13T19:42:00.003+08:00

pinn...ponnn...

anyong haseyo!!!

due to last 3 days going to SIFE...

arinie i nk tlis kesinambungan cite di sane...
majority dh di citekan dlam post b4 this...

just nk add up few things yg left behind..

ktorg 4 org iaitu;
hus,
nadh,
kak dayah,
and me...

smpei dlu kt umah parents angkat ktorg..
so, ktorg amek pluang keemasan nie utk pilih blik...
ad 3 blik yg mak sdiakn, 2 blik pengantin !!!!

ktorg gi la msok blik 1st(bride room 1), overall ok...
kipas sedap...
tapi yg slack die kt katil tu cm x stabil 4, 4 org nk tdo kt situ...
then die punye ruang LEGAR, cm x luas sngt..

perghh... ruang legar tue...
bkan demand lbey tp ye r ktorg dok 4 org kn...
standard la cmtu...

ktorg gi lak survey the 2nd room... also a bride room...
hohoh...
lagik luas...
katil die pon cm ok je nk support ktorg 4 org skli...

last room cm agak jauh dr ruang tamu, so x mau..
we decide to take the 2nd room n
ktorg pon pindah brang2 dr 1st room ke 2nd room,,

tp yg x besh nye, kipas die x memberi kesejukan kt ktorg la..
nk wat cmner kan dh amek blik tu..
tkar lagi nnti kne belasah dgn mak krang...
so, trime je hakikat...

mmndangkan dlam kolah tmpt mandi tu ad ikan sepat ke pe ntah
n..
si hus ni penakot kt ikan idop...

die merasmikan yg stiap kli nk mndi kne sume mandi skli..
4 4 org kne msok blik air gak...

hus: ak adlah si cantek...jd kne ikot ckap si cntek ok...

az: nnti ak cmpak ikan tu kt die..

nadh:pastu tngkap ayam kampung letak dlam beg die..

kak dayah: buat r... asal jgn kaco si a**** dh...

ops...
spekah si a**** ???
lalala...

mak pon pening sbb anak die 4 org nie ske sngt wat mnde2 x spatotnye skali...

mandi skli..
tdo pon skali..
gossip skali..
nk maen madu2 lak tu...
nk wat cmner mak...
huhu..

hari bancian lak mmg kow2 dasat gak la...
ad org yg halau..
ad yg x caye kt ktorg..
sume ad r...
tp yg trime kami tu ramai la...

tu yg ad gi bg makan kek la, bskot kring + air milo la...
so, trime+ x trime== ok!!

pnduduk kg tu ad mcm2 jnis..
ad yg daif sngt pon ad..
ad yg ok2..
ad yg smpei umah x de pntu..
bnyak nyamok aedees...
siot gak la..

x tahan ak n hus sbnanye..
tp wat to do, keje is keje..

umah sepah sume..
umah besa tp yg dok nye 2, 3 org je...

ad yg berwawasan...
ad yg x kisah..
ad yg tnye sket...reply"malas la nak.."

mybe diorg dh slalu org janji then x tunaikan kt diorg...
so, diorg fed up kot..

ak slalu harap, diorg x slah anggap tugas SIFE nie..
hrmmm...

ok2...

now ak nk senaraikan lauk yg mak msak utk ktorg...

10/4: dinner~tomyam+nasi+ telor dadar

11/4: bekfast~mee hoon+karipap+donut
lunch~ nasi+ikan masak asam pedas+ ikan goreng+ 1 lauk org jawa nie..
dinner~nasi+ketam masak lemak+ikan goreng+ 1 lauk org jawa nie..
12/4: bekfast~ pulut kuning+telor masak kari+kuih2..

pg hari nk balik UM tu, ktorg gi balas dendam tdo smpei pkol 10...
heehe..
dasar anak dara zaman moden tol...

siap2 dh 1030am cmtu..

n ktorg pon gi la mkan bekfast ktorg pada pkol 1030 pagi...
dasat siot..

pastu ktorg pon abah n mak bwak gi lawat pantai jap...
then tros gi pak uda blek..

kt sne ktorg amek lunch...
sbbkn bru pas bekfast pd pkol 1030am..
so amek nasi sket la...
mkan pon lembap gile...
org sume dh abes tnggal ak n hus je mseh ad pinggan lagi kt tgn..

then sblom balek, salam2 dgn mak n abah..
tngkap2 gmbar2 sume...
mase salam2 tu mak bg brooch kt each 1 of us..
ak dpat yg kaler merah...

i like red...
red means brave yeah...
also means devil..

next@@@@

so, tu je yg bley daku citekan...
so, next post please!!!

welcOME baCK alivE??

2009-04-13T02:30:00.006+08:00

ohho...

tday i'll be writin' in english version ok?

i'm not tryin' to be not me, but i'm tryin' to FIND me...
i've just came back from Kg Sg Hj Dorani where the SIFE prject will be held..
dis week we're focusin' on data gatherin' about dis village
economical, social n education stuff..

we need to have da early n first database set up first b4 we stat da project...
so, that we can monitor da increasin OR decreasin' stuff during da project..

first thing first...

we got on da bus on last friday(10/4) n scandal first da seat...
sorry to da boys n senior since we the new comers
dare to take 2 seats 4 each 1 of us..
hehe.. quite TAMAK la jugak..

supposed we're off around 3pm but there r few people came LATE that day..
at last we're off from UM around 4pm n reach at umah pak Uda around 615pm like dat la...

durin' da trip,
we're the new comers r being noisy n gelak sne-sni...
once again...
sorry if anybody feel distrupted during that HAPPY journey..

another GOSSIP was created during dat trip... kak dayah, kaer... hahaha...
sorry again 4 certain people...(whoever yg terasa...)

my mom said we need to be active in bus to avoid MUNTAH...
so, i just followed wat my mom said...
I LOVE MY MOM...
actually no need to crite this thing eh??

then we ate sumtin' like rendang but ala siam with nasi impit at pak uda's house...
blabla...

then we're off to our family angkat's house..
i call them mak n abah since it make me feel closer to them..
ahha...
i like to manja2 to my mak...
thanks GOD she didn't ketuk me with senduk when i'm kenen n mnja2 with her...

she cooks cool stuff n really sedap2 lauk..
the first day we're already ate TOMYAM!!!!!
mak n abah said we're MUST settle all the fud tonite coz tomorrow we'll have other things...

so, 6 of us..
sorry 4 not introducing my family members...

its...

kak DAYAH;
HUSNA;
NADHRAH;
kak SU;
kak NANA;
and the most important is ;

ME!!!!!

hohoh..
around 11pm that friday nite,wawa, kak hani,clive,kaer,arfie,bro kama n another 1
i didnt no his name came to our house to brief about the banci2 things,
give the SIFE shirt, caps n the borang to fill..

then we got a news that they didnt eat yet..
so, our lovely MOM asked us to treat them since the TOMYAM still banyak at the kitchen... i saw clive n kaer ate with full of energy n i think they tambah tomyam more than once...
ARFIE didnt eat.. dunno why..
is it??

defend urself if is NOT rite...
silent means its TRUE la..

that strday monin' we woke up agak early around 710am...
dats early 4 some of us...
this statement is not 4 HUS,NADH N KAK DAYAH OK....
they woke up "agak early"...
ops... terlebey sudah...

as the bancian itself...
overall ok, but i think the Q were too many to ask in a row...
certain Q were cam berulang maksudnye...

we're covering kariah Sg.4 n were separated into 3 groups...
pairing of 2 people in 1 team..

team susahREhat : su n nana

taem mKanKEK n skET jiWA : kak dayah n nadh

team cantek n cun : hus n me...

we're started our bancian around 845am n the story begin....

team 1st: they finished banci 10 fam n abah take them home around 5pm... after reached home they sleep n didnt take their LUNCH until mak make them goreng pisang...

team 2nd: they felt down when they went to the first house but kne HALAU...
poor them...
but luckily most of the 10 houses they went, serve them with drinks n CAKES!!!!
wat a jealous stuff to be mention especially 4 the 3rd team...
they came back home around 315pm...

for da last team....

after finishin' our 6th house around 115pm,

we heading back to our house....
that day was very PANAS n make us sweat alot..
to reach our home ,
we need to cross a small river called PARIT..
n the medium 4 us to cross it was a small n not so teguh bridge...
i asked hus to cross first since hus is kurus than me...
n she cross dat river coolly..

so, its ok...
i also cross that small river with a CAT WALK to end with..
i am SLIM ok...
no need to worry, me jatuh in that river..

am i being to over to said that small parit as a RIVER???
naah...
nobody care....

when evrybdy working very hard to get their jobs done,,,,,
me n husna sleep peacefully in our bedroom.. but panas la...
haha...

we're just being realistic since afternoon is a time for people to lunch, sleep n solat...
so, why we want to bother poeple at this precious time???

after nadh n kak dayah came back..
so get our lunch done n continue our "HUSNA N AZRIE" journey...

that evening we're just need to perform another bancian to finished our mission..;

10 HOUSES!!!

evrything was ok at first BUT

worst come to worst...

its RAINING VERY HEAVILY THAT EVENING!!

that didnt make us stop ok..
we manage to settle all the 3 houses that evening around 710pm...

me n hus were so BERSUNGGUH2!!!

that nite were so off to do heavy stuff...

BEFORE

AFTER

but our mak make us ketam msak lemak.....
so oiishi!!!(oiishi means sedap..)

me n nana try to finish all the ketam but it takes time dowh...

me not so penyabar to eat sikit2...

n i manage to get the 2nd placing to be
da 2nd last person who can stay for long just to eat KETAM...
haha...

that nite me n hus interview our abah angkat...
so many things dat we now dat nite..

n mostly the villagers know our abah...
he is the head of kariah Smpg.4.....
so,if anybody who need help must see him first.
. no wonder he knows many things...

that nite our jobs finish n we settle down after watchin' AKADEMI FANTASIA...
that nite, i sleep quite early than the rest of us...

even after the light is off , si nadh n kak dayah still mumbling around about...
news.... arashi.... n about this one guy they in process of MEREBUT...
only certain people knows who he is...

starting with the letter a...
we caliing him da Mystery Guy...
heeheheheh...

try to find who dis person is...

ok, dats it for this phase..
next time is ok..

daa...

seKEjap aDA, seKEjaP xDE..

2009-04-10T08:59:00.006+08:00

smbung yg td...

ak tgh makan CHIPsMore + Hzelnut + miLO moCha In tin...
as my bekfast...

bju x siap kemas lagik, mndi pon lom...
spe r nk mandi pagi2 cmnie...(skarang pkol 9am ek...)

ptg nie pas makn ke pe ke...
around pkol3 ktorg akan naek bas gi kg sg hj dorani tu.. area sabak bernam, sg besar aka dekat dgn umah kerOLIta...

si hus n si nadh leh lak gi tdo lagik...
diorg x kemas barang lagi tuh...
ak tau r....

ak.cinta.vaioku

ak jap lagik mybe smbung tdo jap..
wat to do...

rumate ak pon tgh tdo...
die dh 3rd year n die bnyak msa free,,,
tdo pon die ske free...
(haha.. hnya org yg slalu dtg blik ak tau pe mksdnye..)

nie nk inform kt u all r...

slapas 5 hari 1/2....

ak telah ternmpak si eheM2 kt dm mse dinner smlam...

TAPI AK X RASA APE YG AK RASA SBELUM NIE...

ADAKAH SBB DH BEBERAPA HARI AK X NMPAK DIE??

LALU AK SUDAH BERPERASAAN LAGI SPRTI DULU???

hmmm...
x tau r... tbe2 je lak tu...

slalu ak msti maen intai2 die,
tp smlam ak dpat rse dri ak cm
nk menjauhkan dri dr tgk muke die;

nk dok jauh dri die...

cnth r kan...

kne beratur tau nk amek fud kt counter tue...
stu line 4 gurlz n another line 4 boys...
then he went to line up in gurlz line coz line tu sket org...

ak dh smpei blakng die dh n if ak msok line
means ak line up blakng die btol2...
tp ak x wat cmtu...
ak gi suh si nadh n si hus msok line dlu...

masa amek air lak,
tgh ramai2 kt tmpt amek air tu siap ad die skli r...
tp ak gi dri jap kt tgh2 tmpt laluan tu n
gi dok blek kt meje ak
smntara tggu die abes amek air...

pe yg ak wat nie???
sdangkan ak ptot gmbire la sbb
dh bpe ari x nmpak n bile ad chances jmpe....

ak gi menjauh plak...
adoi.. ak sndri x faham dgn dri ak nie...

si hus ckap itu means kite suke,
tp ak lak rse cm bkan lak...

adakah???

1) tmpoh ak CRUSH kt die dh tamat?

2) ak merajuk sbb dh lme x jmpe die??(ye r... mnyak halangan tue..)

3) ak rse feed up ske kt die???

4) dri ak rse mmg xde chances nk tros ske kt die????

5) ak rse die nyampah kt ak?????

6) hormon ak x stabil??????

7) tndakan refleks sbb ske kt org tu....

8) nk suh die dtg n tgur ak dlu ???(die nk wat cmtu?? krem salam r...)

ye r...
ak ske laki yg urmm nk ckap cmner ek?

snang cite tgk r hanayori dango n teliti
wtak domyouji tsukasa n hanazawa rui...

klo ak dpat laki cm diorg sure2 ak x cri laen...

perghh...
btol ke azrie....
haha... almost la kn...

k..
ak nk tdo jap lagik la..
huhu...

sile jgn marah ak sbb ak ske tdo...
thats why ak slim cmnie...
hehe..
tata..

0300 ataU 0745 ???

2009-04-10T07:53:00.004+08:00

ahai che' mek molek....

adakah ini lagu m daud kilau kesukaan KeroLita??

oh, ini x bermaksud ak yg cun nie nk meramPas couPle kpd KEROlita...
hanyA ak mahu nyAnyi sket sLpas bgUn dr tdur ku Yg beaUTy...

mklum r, i am SLEEPING BEAUTY...

tq2 kpd yg menyampah n mengumpat ckap ak perasan....
especially kpd miss HUS si cantek...

ak x bermaksud pape ye kak oi...
smbel make-up2 n pkei eye shadow pink.... huhu...

ok2...
just nk cite..
mlam smlam @ malam kames smalam r...

ktorg kne gi meeting SIFE kt fac economy...

around pkol 815pm ak...

az: weyh.. nnti nk siap msg ak ek..nk tdo jap

hus: .oh,okeh2...sile2

pas 10mnet berlalu...

hus: woi! cepat siap..

az: ala... ak dlam tdo lena nie... klo ak x gi xpe ke?

hus: arie nie die nk bg baju!

az: a'ah ek? ak gi siap jap!! (lalu si az ni menguap luas2 n nyumpah seranah npe la die ske tdo...)

hus: k2, gi la siap..(wat cm die concern kt ak la konon...)

x lme tu ak siap n gi r dok kt foyer tu..
in the mean time, hus, nadh, ak n kak dayah je yg ad...
kak hanie xde coz die ad hal..

eyh, klo kak hani xde, spe nk call org yg supposed anta ktorg nie??

mseng2 dh stat x tentu arah dh..
si hus siap ngadu kt si mata hati...
si nadh siap ngadu kt si tuna** die..
kak dayah lak gi renung2 bku diary yg slalu die bwak tu..
kt first page bku tue kan ad....

ops...
saya x snggup nk ckap apekah mende tersebot...

disbbkan ak rse cm ak cun malam tu, ak pon amek langkah mengecall si cli** n*g*...

no: ello.. ko kt ne?
cli**: kak kt 12th..
no: oo.. korg dh stat gerak la nie...
urm... ktorg nk gi cmner ek?
cli**: aaaaaaaaaaa.... try call nadiah aka kiroro...
no: oh,ok2.. send kt ak num die. ak xde..

pastu msok la stu nom n ad gak nom laen...
pas ak call kiroro, malang skali die x gi meeting malam nie!!!
adoi... apekah nseb 3 mak minah skalian....(x termasok azrie..)

ak pkir blek cli** ckap die kt 12th, kwan cli** ni lak ckap die kt klas...
ak pon musykil la sket...

so??
ape yg hros kami lakukan ek...
ktorg pon naek kaki ktorg n stat bejalan..
mlam2 jalan around pkol 850pm... dri kk8 nk ke fac economy...
ktorg jalan la leklok spt yg kwan cli** tu suh...

tp msalah nye die wat haha kt ujung msg tu??

adakah die merasakan yg kami bkal dingorat smsa dlam perjalanan nnti???

oh, lupe lak..
siang tu ak, hus n nadh gi r kps nk bli hdiah 4 our mak angkat...
masa nk lintas jalan dpan kps tu kn...

ad 2 org nie naek moto n gi pegang kete kt sebelah die nie...

masa die tgh bawak motor tu!!!!

bkan nk jdikan die IDOLA... tp mende tu cm bahaya gak la...
n ntah pape pon..

hus: weyh, tgk tu... ad ke die gi pgang kete tu...(smbel tnjuk2 gune jari die...)

rie: ha'ah, pehal lak die tu... nk tejatuh kot...

nadh: xde nye.. mengada2 la tu... nk kco org dlam kete tu...

masa mtor tu lalu dpan ktrorg yg nk lintas jalan tu;

si moto n his pren: oh... HAI...

nadh: muke x emsem x yah nk hai2...(dgn nada keji...)

ak n hus pon cm kesian dgn mamat moto tu sbb dikeji oleh si nadh ...
mmg la si mamat tu agak x emsem...
tp ak n hus skadar ckap dlam hati je r...

x sngka si nadh telah meluahkan isi hati die, sabas nadh..
ko idola semantara ku...

n ktorg DAH SIAP BELIKAN HADIAH 4 OUR MAK ANGKAT!!!!
mende nye ialah stu MUG UM yg sngt tinggi n ad topi skali....

msti diorg sonok mnum kopi dlam mug tinggi tu...
mse ktorg nk gi beli hadiah tue,
terjumpe lak dgn si "pisang"..
haha..
nme die bkan pisang tp die ketua prjek pisang 4 SIFE nie...

n memndangkan ktorg x tau la plak nme die...
ktorang pon pnggil la die si pisang..
die pon bli hdiah utk parents angkat die kot..

NOW2... smbung balek...
ktorg pon jalan kaki n nseb bek dpan fac geo ktorg dpat teksi...
memndngkan ak n hus cm kdekot sket ala2 wa** si kemoot...

ak n hus cm agak kecewa gak dpat teksi..
haha..
bley lak cmtu ek..

n ktorg pon smpei la kt fac ecnomy n meeting...

mse balek tu... ehehe... ktorg jalan kaki smpei stsen bas blakang lib sbb si cli** suh ktorg tggu situ...

ktorg pon puji r diorg sbb take care gak la kt ktorg yg cun n cntek n kurus n slim nie...
spe brani ckap ak x slim n kurus sile angkat tgn....

pas blek tu gi BERFOYA2 jap kt warung n blek bilik...

entry ni bertajuk cm tu sbb ak gi la tdo around pkol1 tu n pasang alarm pkol 3am...

tgk2 pkol 745am gak bru ak bukak mata...

ish2...
anak dara zaman moden...

my BOYfren is TYpe B..

2009-04-09T06:28:00.004+08:00

ops...

ahhoiii...

title tu sbenanye one of my movie yg ak collect since form4 until now... its a korean movie..

skrang dh 635am in 9/4/09...

n ak stil x tdo lagik...
why??

ak pon x tau r..
rumate ak pon dh syok tdo...

ak je yg x leh nk tdokan dri ak yg cunn nie..

ak ad klas pkol 8 nie.. CSA n ak siyesly kne dtg awal for this class since lecturer nie akn KUNCI pntu lpas 15 die msok...

ak dh penah kne skali dh...
hohoho...
then die bg la msok tp ak kne jwab soklan kt depan.. siap gne mic lagik..

tahniah azrie... anda bkal jadik pensyarah pas grad nnti...

ak dh bsoh bju around pkol 4 td.. n sok ak kne gi sidai b4 gi klas...
to make sure bju tu will kering..

klo ak gi bring kt katil 2 tngkat kesayangan ak nie...

for sure ak ak serahkan dri ak sepenuhnye kt die..
tnpa bantahan ak rela.

die kaki goda n ak x tahan godaan dri die..
siot tol..
die sngt empuk n warm2 cmtu...

mne la ak nk loloskan dri..

hrmm...

adakah wajar ak gi kejap kt die?

ak tkot ak tewas...

skrang mata ak pon dh mule jeling2 die..

adoi...

klo ak gi kt die skrang means 730am ak dh kne loloskan dri...
smpat ke nie...

eyh...

ak still x jmpe si eheM2 yg ak ske tue arine... mksodnye dh 5 days full ak x jmpe die...

ak dh bertambah buhsan...

tp bley lak si hus n si nadh nmpak die naek moto kuar @ enter klej.. ye la time tue ak x de dgn diorg coz diorg bru blek dr koir...

pehal ak x jmpe2 die nie??

jArang btol mnde2 cmnie jd..

aduhai naseb ak si cun...

arinie mseh ad...

klo ak gi klas n die gi klas...

ad la kot jumpe, tp chances sngt LOW since die n ak sme2 kurang rajen gi klas...

hohoho...

tp klo jmpe pon nk ckap pe je dgn die..
xde pape pon...

mybe just ckap...

"wat2 x kenal plak..." "eh, xde r..."

eh.. ak nk gi dakap jap la bntal golek ak tue...

SEKEJAP JE EK...
HEHE...

mEAninG oF...... hehe...

2009-04-09T05:24:00.008+08:00

apakah?
siapakah?
dimanakah?
bagaimanakah?

ok2, thats not that important... it just the words to begin my entry for today...
not a big deal actually...

urmm...
award dh setel, pe ek lagik?

ok2, td i dgn bngganye nk bgtau yg i gi ceramah motivasi in my dnin' hall at my cool-age.. from Mr Amin Idris..

a very motivational talk n ak ske r..
sbena'ye jarang ak nk trun mende2 cramah nie coz ak ske perap kt blik klo xde wat pape..

juz mlam nie ad feel nk trun n ak pon gi la ceramah tu...

mybe certain org fkir ...

no: eyh, pehal nk wat ceramah motivasi nie ek? bzir time je dgr..

az: ko x malas trun ckap je r... komen2 lak..

rie: yup, ak rse motivasi nie ok je.. just nk remind ourself ttg pe yg spatutnye kite wat dlam life kite..

no: for me, motivasi sndri ckup la.. x yah nk pnggil org dtg n bayar mhal2... nonsense la..

az: diorg ad gi blik ko mntak duit ke huh?

no: mmg la xde..

az: hekeleh... mnde free pon nk kecoh lbey.. klo ko bayar leh r mengata... selebat(SELEBET + SEBAT) tol mulut ko nih..

rie: ha'ah la bang...(dipetik dr stu drama KK8).. diorg xde suh ko bayar pon.. just klo ko nk dengar gi je la dm tu.. if u dont wan, dok la kt blik tue.. gi ym2 dgn mata hati ko tu.. pe susah sngt..

no: x yah la... ak nk gi mid r, tgk midnite movie..

az: siot gler r ko.. mnde hiburan bayar mahal xpe lak.. snggup lak tu gi malam2.. mende yg kaitan dgn FALSAFAH idop yg free x nk gi lak..

rie: senyap la az.. ko pon semak gak.. ko no, klo nk gi blah cepat.. x yah komen2 kt sni...

lalu mereka pon besurai.. no ke mid, az n rie ke dm dgr ceramah.. tp az gi msg2 n tdo lak...
xpe, asal niat die nk dgr ceramah tu ad..

rie bgos! die dgr ceramah tu dri stat until the end..

HEBAT... HEBAT...

salute kt rie yg bertahan.. ak pon ok gak... xtdo...
siap ctit notes on wat mr.amin tu celoteh psal pe...

after talk tu end, me n few of my frenz di invite oleh koir group to join diorg mkan2 sket at strbuck..
ak siap tapau bwak blek blik tue...

then around 1am cmtu, my internet connection lost... so, ak pon malas nk wat pape n ak gi la skodeng cite meteor grden 1 from madhh HD..

so sad when cite tu ad 19 ep n ak dh abeskan until 18ep...
bile ak bkak je ep19...

dlam tue empty.. skli lagi...EMPTY?????
so pe gune nye ak gi khusyuk tgk 18 ep slame nie??

alahai...

actually meteor grden is a mandarin version of hanayori dango..

skrng nie gak ad version korean nye..
tp ak bloM tgk lagik r...

AND ak ske watak ;

i) hanayori dango: matsumoto jun plays domyouji tsukasa

oguri shun plays hanazawa rui

ii) meteor garden : jerry plays dao ming shi

vic plays hua zhe lei

(ciri2 yg ak ske..)

klo la in this world ad laki yg jnis protective n setia cm diorg nie...
girls out there doesn't need to worry anything la...

saya cdangkan tgk cite hanayori dango dlu..
then tgk cite meteor grden..

siyes best...

aWArd tp CAM taGGIng je....

2009-04-08T19:42:00.007+08:00

ops....

ari nie ad beautipull gurl tlah kasik i stu mcm award lahhh....

sedari itu adlah kak umair aka ct-k...

ni adlah pic award yg diberi.. sbnaye ad 2, tp i amek stu je r...
org ckap bg BETIS nk PEHA lak...

ak tgk pic award ni di wat oleh 2 org yg bebeza...

n this means ak pon leh wat gak la pic award tu sndri...

so, klo x cntek tu nk wat cnmer kan...

ak rembat kt internet je kot..

ak pon mengikuti perjalanan award ni dr spe coz die ad suh tlis link org yg bg kite award nie...

so... ak tgk blek...

mende nie sbijik cm TAGGING je...

just sbb nk suh org wat mnde nie,

ditukar nme jdi ...

AWARD!!!!!

so, org yg trime pon rse sonok,lalu nk wat pe yg di'suruh...

haha...

ak pon sbb x mau kecewekn ct-k...

ak pon wat la mnde nie dgn hati yg terbuka...

let's start...

1. The winner can put the logo on his/her awesome blog

award yg diberi dr ct-k...

ni adelah award yg ak amek kt internet... huhu.. sungguh bermakna..

2. Link the person you received your award from.

kak umair aka ct-k: http://seateawhomyra.blogspot.com

3. Nominate max 7 other blog

hus si cantek
clive n his ketam
madhh si pengurus
arief
syuk
kiki si lala
(mreke ni ad blog yg cite die ad life yg ak ske.. wlopon x update lame..)

Leave a message on the blogs of those you’ve nominated!

this one ak x nk wat..
haha...
sporting ke x, nseb r...

okeh2... enough 4 rite now...
sayonara ne...

wow... spe DIE??(part 2)

2009-04-08T04:24:00.006+08:00

jap ni td ak bru je bley online...

then, ak klam kbot gi bkak ym..(kelam kabut adalah gaya si nadh...)

weyh.. ad offline msg..(tgk kiri kanan dlu.. tkot rumate ak tau ak tgh gatal dgn spe...)

dri si eheM2 tu...

tp time tu dh sngt lame dr last time die bg msg tu..
so, die dh x de..

ye r.. dh pkol 415am dh...

last die bg pkol 345am td..

siot tol...

ak kne consider org dh tdo la azrie...

az: die dh tdo...

rie: ye la, die pon ckp die tertido...

az: so, lesson 4 today..
dun evah think that u all x tdo lagik means org laen pon x tdo gak...

rie:plus... even if u all see the yellow sign of ym that means AVAILABLE..
it doesn't says that, ak tgh melangut dpan laptop k...
ntah2 die gi tdo dpan laptop die...

so, wall tu tetap ad la...

ak dh stat nk feed up dh nie...

ye r, sbb crush nie ad tmpoh masa die...

tgk la yg kli nie bertahan bpe lame...

ok2.. i nk tdo pon lom lagik...

pe ek nk wat??(sbenanye azrie maseh bnyak keje yg bley diwat... tp die sje je memFREEkn dri die...)

si nadh plak bru je bgun...
td die tdo...

jgn die x mkan pau ayam yg ak bli bg die tu dah...(az kmbali mengingati zaman die mseh KURUS dlu2 kala...)

az: dlu ak kurus dowh..

rie: ye ke?? ad bukti??

az: aaaaaaa... ad r.. tnye mak ak..

rie: perlu ke nk suh ak tnye mak ko?

az: urm.. agak la..

rie:weyh... mak ko ckap, dlu klo kt umah... coklat kt umah ko msti kne sorokkan...

az: pehal lak?

rie: sbb klo ko nmpak, ko msti nk coklat tue.. klo ko tau mne mak ko sorok...
ko nnti gi pnjat almari wlopon ko mse tu kecik,pendek n montel..

az: apekah mksod ko dgn mengatakan ak montel?(az tgh kipas2... sbb die hot..)

rie:sbb nk bgtau yg ko dlu smpei skrang x kurus2 pon..
maintain montel...

( pas je ayat tu abes divokalkn oleh rie... stu adegan ***** tlah berlaku... sile jgn byangkan sbb terlalu xtreme...)

ok... for now. tata...

wow... spe DIE??

2009-04-08T04:04:00.005+08:00

huulaa...

now the report 4 me n nadh 's project yg ktorg ckap nk wat tu...

the thing is KITORG NK JD ORG YG SENYAP JE ARINI....

dats was our mission sbenanye..

the report:

we x de r rse cm senyap sngt... padahal lagik bnyak pot-pet ade r...

so, overall arini % yg i leh bg dgn kesenyapan we all adlah....

around...

23% only...

dunno why 23, but that yg pop out from my SMART brain nie...

ktorg try gak ingt mengingati la kn...

tp most of the time, ktorg lupe about dat...

wat to do...

people make mistake rite...

but klo wat same mistake over n over again tu laen cite r...

sbenanye...now pkol 325am, 8/4/09....

still x tdo lagik coz bru blek dr print AI assgnmnt kt blik nadh...

asalnye just me,hus,nadh n kak faz je kt situ...

disbbkan ktorg x reti nk print in excel form...

first ktorg import kiki...

then x reti gak...

then ktorg import madhh...

sabas madhh...

anda our superwomen ek....

hehe

pas kiki x leh gak wat, ak gi wrong jap bli fud sbb ktorg lapa...

tggu kt situ n nmpak r 2 org shabt nie...

frenz of si eheM2...

but si eheM2 xde pon...

time dinner td pon xde gak...

only his fren je..

hus ckap die kt umah...

or die tgh stdi DS...

haha

ktorg stu pe pon x sntoh DS..

tp bakal r.. bkannye x lngsong...

tp siyesly..

msok today dh 5 days since sturday...

i don't see him...

at dm?

nope..

at fac?

nope..(since ak dh skip bnyak class after slip exam ak pass..)

at wrong??

nepo, just his frenz..

so, mne lagik place yg suitable for me to see him...

xde tmpat laen dah, tu je yg ad...

ooooo....

then, i ym r die jap nie td... die online je...

but...

a few second after i approach him, tros my YM TEROFFLINE again..

NOT AGAIN!!!!!

until now actually... stil cannot connect to internet dowh...

time die nk offline mmg sngt x seswei..

i feel like so many WALLs that stand between us..

i pkir la ad few probability;

1st: GOD doesn't wan me too feel sad since mybe by ym with him can make me feel nk sedey2 lagik...

2nd: si eheM2 ni rse nyampah nk layan ak n x mau reply pon... then GOD know how to deal with me.. lalu GOD pon break my internet connection to avoid me feel not happy...

3rd: urmm...pe ek... mybe GOD wan to duga me... hehe...

4th: to sruh ak tdo cpat... but i cannot sleep la at this time...

this is my JAGA time...(i sleep during daylight...hoho..)

5th: its time for me to start study...hehe... study??? not yet...

6th: dah...

ok2.. thats it..

so, u all pkir la yg mne stu, pastu nntikan jwapan die stu masa nnti...

for sure i'll post it for u all to know..

just, u all x kan tau spe la nme die..

spe yg dah tau...

pndai2 simpan r ek..

u all nk gelakkn i ke pas ni pon ok..

HEY!!!!

spe yg alrdy tau spe si eheM2 nie, please inform to me if die dh ad sumbody k..

ak x mau buang masa..

bkan nye ak dh ever tros trang ke dlu??

oh.. dats kt org laen...

nie org laen..

CRUSH JE KOT.. X KISAH LA BPE RAMAI..

this time i dun wan to tros trang coz nk wat xperimen towards myself..

pe yg akan terjadi if i dun ever said anythin'??

ak stil maseh muda so, hati still x tetap lagik..

bak kata kak umair, die pnah gak cmnie time 1st year dlu..

dh besa2 die dh x feel cmtu...

mybe die dh ad aim kot..

hehe..

who knows rite?

hanya dia n jiwanya yg tahu semuanya...

me??

only me, myself n i je yg tau...

or ad few frenz yg tau...

wat else ek??

later la...

tata...

pkul 5 pagi...

2009-04-07T04:59:00.006+08:00

mamamamamamamamamamamaam......

ak still cannot sleep... bru pas wat 2torial CSA(computer system architecture)...
toleh kiri kanan... x de fud nk ngunyap..
so, tulis blog r...

td gebang dgn nadh kt SKYPE.. gosip sne sni.. hehe.. bese r ek, nme pon girls..
spe x stju, nseb korg r...

this is my blog n i can say anything that i like...
i have my own HAK ASASI MANUSIA ok..

ak tepikir lak tetibe...
coz tdi me n nadh bncang why r... the person we like tbe2 je bley carpub..
sblm kite declare kite ske die, x spe pon knal die kot...

dan2 kte ske, bru r nme die meletop kt sne sni...tension siot ak...
yg x besh nye meletop kt mulut gurls je lak tu.. S.I.O.T...

ak pkir positif kn... mybe sbb dgn kuasa penyukaan kite tu tlah memwat org yg kite ske BERTUAH..
ahha... thats rite...

ak ad stu jerawat kat tpi idong nie... sntuh sket sakit...
ciss, nk kne tonyoh dgn minyak kapak nie...
blah ko jerawat!!!

abg ak ngada2 nk maen lap2 mulut dgn kak ipar ak..

ak dh x jmpe si eheM2 dah 3 harie... sabtu,ahad n isnin..
ad je halangan ak nk nmpak muke die...
slalu jmpe je time lunch ke dinner ke...

tp yg slalu jmpe time dinner r.. hehe..
nk ym dgn die, ske2 je time tu ak teroffline....
adeyh.... manyak mtol halangan..

adekah itu mksudnye...BACK OFF BUDAK GEDIK!!!
HAHA... ak gedik?? slalu je...
ak gdik ke control ke... lu ape susah...
janji ak idop dgn aman damai..
ak xde r gi gedik dgn laki org ke..

so, korg sile BACK OFF from my attitude...
tp klo dah over sngt ak tau2 sndri r nk ubah ke pe...
jgn riso my prenz...
i akan jaga perangai i...

sok; me n nadh have a mission to be accomplish...

is it IMPOSSIBLE OR I'M POSSIBLE??

lets see tomorrow okey..
full report will be upload 2morrow nite...

ak nk jd sorg yg senyap...
tp sejauh mner i leh senyap...
dah slalu sngt pot-pet sne sni...

i wan to see myself from different aspects n angles...
ok2... now already 525am...

sleep jap..
adios..